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Monday, October 31, 2005

this is bad ,i was looking through my past entries ,and i found it BIMBOTIC .hmm blabberings about everyday stuff its mundane !

i shall change my style of writting =)

i recieved a forwarded msg from mildred about the excecution of a missionary in east timor ,althou i doubted the credibility of the msg and wanted to delete the sms .however,i wondered... if such a person should exist ,would i be robbing the poor guy of a prayer?its not a new thing for chain letters to circulate and flood email inboxes .could this be the new form of chain letters?playing on the superstitions,beliefs ,feelings of others ,this time testing their faith sending others to a frenzy to forward such messages .and whats the aim of creating such letters ? to see how fast information gets passed around?hmm but anywae ive learnt a lesson ,CREDIBILITY .if such msg should be passed around ,it should be from the pastor to the members of the church so yes dicern .

however persecution remains very real , the msg is not all bad .it reminds me to pray for those in the mission field,the people who i often miss out in my prayers. i thank god that there is tolerance btw the religious grps in singapore anfd that we are not persecuted because of our faith .

hmm my jrs are smart ,fel got into A2 =)i hope that next year wld be a great year for you.btw cld u help me ask niki to call me after my os ?thanx in advance =)

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6:58 AM

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

arrrr wells like u probably guessed,im not going to blog animore until after os ,haha yeah ur rightts im a GOuD girl .

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7:30 PM

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

*yawns so early in the morns ,but HEYS no school!=))) YEAHness

hurrs my phone when to hiding again ,so sorry if ive not replied anybody ,tts if u did msg me .ill try to find it later .=))hopefully ill find it

hmm yeah my cell grp's comming to my house this fri ,making 5 stones ,gosh i better study hard todae to make up for all the friday bz ness,ashley is by far the most violent butt slapper ,it hurt a million times harder than when fel does it to me .ouch again,beware shes v.violent.

i seem to complain alort recently,like procrastinating abt going to sch ,having too much to do ,the hall too cold ...and blahs u really dont want to hear.god help me churn all these into joy =)))

oooh but theres something to rejoyce ,i was so happie ,beiyi and i gave each other a hug when we completed our e maths paper in an hr for a 2 hrs paper.whoa tt was so much of a moral booster .WE ARE GOIING TO GET A B OR A FOR MATHS ......WATCH OUT hahahahahahahah ok im so delighted,i cld FLY to the ends of the earth,intospace and nv come back WHOO =))))i love beiyi(does an imaginary tango with her )

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7:08 PM

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

hmm my buddy suprised my with a letter early in the morn before i went to sch on wed ,thanx buddy ,ull always be my bestest best best buddy ever in my heart ,thanx for the letter i really needed it ,its so apt what u said and the events tt happened slowley upon rcving ur letter esp during chapel .i wanna thanx god for u birdie thia ,and ive been so blessed by my big buddy .thanx again.

im going insane over some stuff...hmmm hormonal imbalance???ill like to think its the hormones and not me ,did i tell u i actually dreamt that i had stomache ache in the middle of the night,or did i really experienced it???tts one insanity .i watched the 9 o clock show on chanel 8 ,and i dreamt i turned green ,tts not so bad .my house has many mirrors ,i actually gort a shocked looking into one . and my bro scared me with the phone ,saying tt it was calling out to some phone on its own ,guess wad we were actually praying over the phone,looking back it kinda bonded me and my bro tgh,seriously until now i wonder what he said was true but it was really freeky .we were shouting "IN THE NAME OF JESUS GO AWAY" to the phone ,tt was hmm quite cool .at least i cld sleep after tt.god gives me a calm mind.

went to cjc with mich,joanna,rebecks,val,amanda,abby but was with mich most of the time .hmmm the dance there is really impressive hmmm one paper done 11 more to go haiz but studying with mich and shiyun at toapayoh was really good at least i finished maths

i need to forget something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!god ,yes ,u will be with me

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9:12 AM

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Friday, October 07, 2005

hmm was iriitated yest ,during phy,jiawen and the ppl on the left were squabling over some paper AHHHHH ,why cant they just get it frm mr low and stop fighting,i cant stand ppl fighting and their noise,its worst when u know they are not fighting over big stuff but a miserable piece of work!hurrs ,they were buzzing arnd my ear for abt 5 mins,i was so sick of any noise ,im so glad joanna and some others shouted at them to keep quiet, after tt when i talked ,it was weird i found it irritating too!+( anywae i managed to finish the really hard phy barker paper last year during tt period with all tt noise,i was so pissed with jiawen she cld read it frm my face.our sch gave us so many barker and orchid park paper im going bananas 12 sets of exam papers to do over todae !!!!im going insane,lets hope ill finish it fast todae

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6:26 PM

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Monday, October 03, 2005

hmmm i come up with diff places i wanna go everyday so much so ive confused myself too,hmm val and denise thinks so too haha hmm anywae yeah...ill try not to think of anymore .hmm reminds me of dearest trix ,there was this point in time she was asking me where she shld go,haha it was so cool ,she gave me the hornour of participating in her life journey ,aniwae shes in rjc now ,she seems really happie there ,tts good=)).hmm frm now on .....i shall not think abt where to go ,god help me choose,i trust u,no more worries,when the time comes it comes=))))

hmm mr gan is nort bad i say ,slow and steady wins the race =) i understand what hes saying ,tts good .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCAUSE im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

YEAH !im going for **** and **** open house(shall fill in the blanks when i think abt it) with (mich plus tanchun i think they are going to vjc too-gether,mich asked me to go shld i accompany them?..tt i think tml) and jia and hmm oops did i agree with too many ppl plus plus val and alissa hmm....another choice to make oh bother !

annywae for those having exams now and shldnt be reading this .tsk .haha ok no condamnation .ALL the BEST =))))esp to gen ,nicole,ashely,caryn,alvina,mingYU prissy fish , felicia ,and niki if any of u are reading this ,takkire =))god bless ur studies and bless u with the joy to study .cheerios

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5:41 AM

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

hmm i was really satisfied with the board we did this morn as a cell(esther ,rach,ash,gen and i )..haha talking abt cell its been a long time since i last returned to coos .haha fel said she missed me in like hmm 2 mths ???hmm wad took her so long just to say tt !!!! =))) ok ill go back for training after my os ?hmmm someone hasnt been going for training and tada is forcing me to go ,i shall REconsider, if i go i can go catch up with my dearest jrs ,fel,priss and caryn .actually i dont hav to catch up with caryn she kajiaos me all the time in the canteen =))

ash asked me to go for chuch camp,NICOLE and GEN wanna go,srs camp,esther sid tt it wld be fun?althou we didnt really hav bible study whilst cutting and writting most of us were listening to clement , something he said struck me,studying can be an idol if u place it abv god .feel really guilty cause ive been neglecting my quiet time with god because of my studies .

haiz so many choices to make so many things to do in so little time .so poly or jc???? haha rem i told u i wanna take biomed cause i cant take sci in acjc ?eeeeerrrr they have dead headless ww1 corpse for u to study their muscles at nanyang poly and charr is kinda excited...huh???.yeesh SCARY FREAKY And whatevernots ,meixin told me her sis does experiments on rats ,not the kind of pets i wld like to hav .but i do not want to exterminate the moussy clan ,tt will make me a dictator among the rats whoa ,they suffocate the rats with chlorofoam,skin it chop up their inerts and ahhhhhh disgusting ,meixin sis has pics of it .to meixin it looks like mashed potato,haha seriously it does not, it looks like mashed potato with blood gravy ...hmmm i think happie tree friends is bad enough =(((whooo!so hands on huh,tts our poly

our sch does not believe in moderation ,tts hmm i dont know ,barker moderated by 4 pts ,mgs 5 ,but i thanx god for what ive got at least i can go to jc for first 3 mths ,jialing ,me ,jerms,shenna gort the same pts ,our choices are acjc or sa cj is outta the pic now,hmm see how flippant we are .personally i wanna go to acjc been there twice for crossroads ,the first time wassnt so memorable,ask shirley ,we had to do a pair dance ,kenneth was in our grp ,hmm like me he went again this year,but this time edric was in my grp,had games which were really fun .besides pearlly has been asking me to go over ,i wonder if dazzlin(crossroads battery rd grp member) would wanna go,i shall tagg=)))oh yar mel has the same pts too hmmm i shall ask her to go with us ,i think she wants to go there too=)oops !acjc has swimming lessons for first three mths so still wanna go???

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3:35 AM

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