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Friday, September 30, 2005

hmmm it has been a long time since my last disappearence ,i was stoning away haha prelims over !!! i really like lessons in the hall as one cohort,hmm just realised tt my class thou it is the most united and fun .we cant seem to compromise on where to sit ,soooooo aiyah so tired of jumping frm place to place i went to go sit with the c band ppl jacko,yinglei ,van and the rest yeah! michelle is sitting at the back of me whoa all my good friends surrounding me ,i feel so hmm secured =)))but in btw lessons i do go back to my class to talk to the rest .

aniwae was at macs studying with mich ,bett and zihui ,i realised tt i can study with all of them except BARTY betty boo ,we talked alort ,played alort haha so shes my play pal and not a study pal .ooooh at macs some ppl frm synapse recognised me even after ive cut my hair ,its been 7 mths ,haiz it felt like yesterday ,i miss synapse and i simply adore the synapse tee shirt ,tts why i wear it alort .i was walking to buy a meal at macs when some ppl started calling my name ,pl girls get tt alort .i guess tts because we wear nametags ,its weird.ppl stare at our nametag in the bus and such like theyve nv seen one before .weird. so i thought they were just one of the curious creatures,so i ignored them ,then suddenly they walked up to me ,and tapped my back .whoa i freaked out,they wore white ,were taller than me ,bigger than myself,did i offend them???????i made a quick turn and tada synapse yuying ppl(the school tt i was assigned to welcome them to our sch ,and to play games) ,haha im so sorry u all had to call me so many times and i didnt respond.hheheh we are going to have a synapse reunion chalet ,is yuying included?i shall ask jasmine .they are so cool althou they were not christian ,they were really sporty during praise and worship ,what ever we did they did and had fun .and ill always rem the e5 cluster camp at jorhor .FUN

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5:57 PM

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

muaha ok forget the depressing piece of sad news,its been replaced with this YEAH ,ive found another route POLY ha alls not lost think abt it ,NO MATHS double HAHA ill probably take biomed with joanne ,shes going to sp i think ,if i do go to nee ann whoa alll my buddies wld be there vanessa hee (3rd year) biotech,elizabeth thia ,(2nd year business and adm) ,and me yea my beloved buddies who i really enjoyed the company of,so buddies here i come !!hmmm joanne had such a good l1r5,and she wants to go to srjc?haha i thinbk shes crazy ...for first 3 mths i guess i DONT hav a choice ,ill go to cjc ,hmm hopefully its not too diff frm a christian institution ,ohh and im going to cjc because its sounds better than srjc or nanyang,tts what i told rach,hmm man i think im sooo superficial but aniwaes anithing goes so long im happie =)))

ok so now my goal .....make it to acjc if nort poly ...hmm tts a fast choice ,god has made a way like what ms gan has said yeah!!

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3:14 AM

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

dang! hmm time passes so fast when u are enjoying urself ,gort to start studying again tml! sianzodae was fun ,just came back from class outing at marina bay ,steamboat at some ulu place ,for twelve bucks =)) our table had 3 box of live prawns,jumping and alive haha made everybody so scared ,it jumped frm the box to the table and jump and nv stopped jumping till it met its fate in the boiling pot of tang it turned blue to orange haha it was fun ,amanda had no qualms abt pinching the prawns hmm so brave (=
but hmm know why its so cheap? cause it came with crabs one crab per person some were big some were small with prawns but u had to clean the shellfish urself.

amanda,vanessa,me ,letitia and steff went to wash the crabs and chop it up amanda , steff ,and daotay washed the crabs let and i took turn to chop it,now my white clothes have sploches of mud on them*sighs haha the funniest part was that after chopping the crabs ,steff was playing with the crabs ,playing with the chopped spincers opening and closing them until they started moving,whoo she screamed .let and i was quite amazed ,being dismembered into so many parts it still moved and breathed !let was the conqueror of the sink ,it was choked up so badly water was being collected in it ,dark,black muddy water frm the crabs ,she reached her hand in and SCOOPED the poofly disgusting residue and tada the sink was quite clean again ,hmm i dont think we will ever kill crabs again ever

amanda and i saw a conch with something inside ,quite cool but it looked disgusting ,but the scallops were yummy!rabecs ,ariel,val and i cabbed home ,passed by cirque de solie it seemed so enticing so colourful and fun ,wished we cld go watch it or something,the cab driver was nice so was the seats and the colour of the cab WHITE nice!,i like the cab drivers laughter ,he seems like a v.happy person,not like the one who yelled at bett to GET out ,tt was the wost cab driver ive ever knowned ,he drove recklessly in the maze of tai keng gardens ,like how am i supposed to know how to get out haha hmm tt will form a part of my memories

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6:19 AM

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

haha u noe god really pulled us through the prelim days esp last week ,like after our add maths paper although most of us knew we fared terribly still jasmine was like "thanx u god".=))

looking back i wondered how i survived ,on fri i was so tired i skipped lunching out at cafe cartel with the exco slept till 5 ,i know that i wouldnt have pulled through without gods strength,for the whole week ive been studying from 3 to abt 12 or 2 depends on how fast i finish ,haha my family thought i was crazy ,but seriously i was still very awake,i found a really good maths assessment book like hmm 1 week before the exams ,haha seriously both valentia and i thought i wont be able to finish the book ,cause it is so thick and i find it a chore to do maths ,but hmm this is so weird ,god must have done a miricle ,i was on maths HIGH??? hmm i really shocked myself and i finished it in one week and 2 days yeah!!! so thank u god for giving me the strength oh and thanx god for genn who has been praying for me for a maths revival =)))).

at 1.20 am on thurs ,after studying ,i crept into my mums room to set the alarm clock ,didnt want to wake anybody up so the lights were off ,and there was deafening silence,hmm quite like the seting of a horror story ,anyway yeah i made my way down to my mums room without tripping myself .hmm thanx god ,ok so i tiptoed across the room to my mums side where the clock was ,SUDENLY""""AHHHWHA AHWAHHHHHHH"my mum uncovered her face buried in the blanket she looked at me and started screaming hysterically ,in the dark her face looked so pale and whhiTTE and she didnt look any thing like my mum i screamed ,she thought i was a thief .hmm that was supposedly how a peaceful night turned into a noisy affair ,hmmm a thief who steals a clock worth less than 5 bucks ??haha

hmm left with mcq ,i really hope i pass my maths for the first time this year ,haha actually i had gone into the examination hall with the positive mindset of "KILLING the amaths paper ,looks like mr ongs method didn t quite work .i didnt quite understand nearly 3/4 of the questions and studying the behaviour of the people arnd me didnt do much to help some were just scribbling all their knbowledge on the papers,making me seem very stupid ,let and cheryl was beside me haha halfway through i knew they had given up ,let was making crushed paper balls out of her draft work ,i had the urge to join her .anyway i did the opposite kept trying the circular measure qn ,asked for more paper like abt 5 pieces ,hmm,just to do one qn in 40 mins thats remainding =))) anywae yeah i got the solution yeah so at least i know how to do 2 out of 12 qns now tts a big mamoth step =)))

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1:43 AM

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

yeah ONE more day ONE MORE DAY yeah!!yeah!!!YEAH wha LIBERATION FRM all the heavy paper chem and add maths tml,hmmm after that no more MOLES amd alcohol or acid foor mee ,yeah i need friends not books so lunching with rachie tml!!!YEAH on the HEAVIER note wha the papers were difficult than the mid year ,i wasnt prepared for midyear but the papers were ok ...now that we are more prepared Y IS the paper so mentally challanging?????ahhhhh but haha ive seen god moving greather in my life through this period and it made alort of things better thanx gOD =)))

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1:35 AM

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Friday, September 09, 2005

all the best to everyone taking the prelims next week !!!hmmm can u believe it mich ,bett,esther and zihui and i managed to study in bk for more than 5 hrs without being chased out!!!=)))))haha we are the VICTORS mich and i were there for 3 days ...I LOVE THE BK STAFF

hmmm what am i studying for ? for my own personal glory?part of gods plan ?if i do find tt purpose ill definetly be more motivated ,but i think for now ill just hav to study for the sake of studying ,and put in all tt ive got =))))))

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9:39 PM

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