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red and yellow and pink and green

purple and orange and blue

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow too

listen with your eyes

listen with your ears

and sing everything you see

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing along with me

red and yellow and pink and green

purple and orange and blue

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow too ((:

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

hmm since my blog has been stagnant for quite a while ,shall shake it up a bit =))
i shall make my appearance short brief and sweet ,with the exams drawing near every mins seems like seconds ticking away .heyyy i like yest tuition for add maths hey ADD MATHS haha i cld do most of the qn*grinz now what was my motivation???anywae ive gort to thanx jiawen and amanda for gladly donating 6 pieces of fullscape to me=)))

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
5:56 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, August 19, 2005

my room WAS once a scantuary for studying ,now papers of diff content and pics are strewn all over the place tts how messy my humble pigsty has become .been loaded with loads of papers to do ,mainly frm tution ,so much so im neglecting my sch work alort ,have 2 sci tution add maths tution 4 times a week and now i think i need eng tution since i screwed up my eng orals ,of all things oral!!!WHY !i heard have u ever won a competition as competative competition ,no wonder the examiners had distorted faces hearing me speak off tangent ,looking back i feel kinda dense
not sensing anything awry .wells no point looking back PRESS ON!
haha i saw audrey rick todae!my partner for colours .shes quite like rachieim.;)) someone who u can hav fun with and v.crappy .went home with tiff,kat and priss yest my old classmates i do hope tt we can go to the same jc together !!!provided first we make the mark ,i hope HOPE HHHOOOOPEEEEEE that we will

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
9:41 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, August 08, 2005

under a blanket of stars
lying on the great expanse
of lush greenery
my whole so big
it can consume me whole
his love gripping my innermost
being
undescribable ,so alluring
running my fingers
through the lalang
that sway like feathers with the wind
the silver gleeming moon
rocking on its crest
im captivated
i look at it
lamenting ,GREAT
is the one who put it up there=))))

im v.v.v.v.v.v.v. happie right now ,sardonic smiles dont quite affect me in any way now .because hummm...god showed me a slice of life =))) what great revelation.just when i began to be more guarded against those arnd me god sent ppl to my life to counter these feelings .
humm tanchun ,rach,yo,abby,huizhen,cheryl,jiawen,caryn,renee,dede,jill,nic,gen,sarah,rach,esther,ashely,ashley rick the fifth=))) really brought smiles and laughter to me these past 3 days,nv been any happier .im blessed =)))) and i thank god for all of u ,thou u all dont know about what happened i just wanna thank you for the fact that u made me smilE+)))

should i try???again??? one person brought my world to shreds ,should i just treasure those arnd me .or should i try again? seriously im scared of falling ,after all i was not made to be a tumbling kelly so how???god i need your directions

MY lord is far greather than any other thing on this world =)

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
5:26 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

a mask or a face ?
spoken truth or fantasy tales
livid memories sheared with flashes
of snaring sneers .
building a wall sorounding myself ,
breaking it
i get
shot

y is it so hard to be a christian?love ,something so simple but yet so hard to grasp
.be slow to anger...im trying hard .making chances for reconcilation ,i delude myself ,with each try i fall harder , stop making things hard for me , theres a limit to my patience i might decide not to try all together.my heart will turn to steel.

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
1:37 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*