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Sunday, June 26, 2005

do u know when sch starts TOMMOROW !!!im MOrtified !!living a life of a professional bumm was the life (: .now ive gort to yank myself outta bed TOMMOROW,thinking of all the stuff ive gort to do TOMORROW makes me wanna bang my head into the wall.Wha i wish TOMORROW nv comes .

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12:35 AM

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Friday, June 24, 2005

hurmph my bro has been playing maplestory over the last few years, 2 i think ,but it doesnt make sense to me ???all u do is to wack all the snails in ur way ,keep wacking and ull level up to wack another type of animal now its the PIG*onink**???and theres no highest level so u keep wacking these virtual stuff aimlessly in front of the com screen and feeling victorious and u can basically keep wacking the animals till u are old and dying and the aim of the game still remains just keep wacking .=))))cheryl and jiawen plays it too..and the way they describe it ar like its soo exciting huizhen and i just stared blankly at them as they rambled =))))

hurrs im nort michelles mistress ok what more im jiawens laogong since when i had two sex???am i a freak..lol two gender stucked in one body .michelle FORCED me to make her my mistress ok ,whole day suan me in front of my wife summore ,tution at mavis also ,man i really think they think im les or sumthing cause suddenly those arnd me call me "MICHELLEES mistress"wha man wo zong xie le must wear a garbage arnd my head when i walk arnd heartland !now she wanna tell tan chun , does she know tanchun's my daughter????lol.anywae i dont think shes tt gulible larz ,she knows i dont hav such bad taste*)

man i realise loads off ppl wanna go tjc,the prefects,the ppl at mavis ,i had a weird and confusing dream last night,one moment i was at acsi the other i was at acjc cheering for some rugby game??weird haha,ill like to blame vall for tt,she smsed "How i wish we were in acsi NOW" just yest =))so tyco .i dream weird stuff abt jcs like last year half my dream came true keez ,a secret dream kept btw trix and me .lol i still rem her reaction,super funny,anywae i bet shes glad tt part didnt come true =)))lalalalal

played with my cousins alicia and darren,too bad junhong and xiang rui cldnt come but i really hope tt alicia can make it to PL next year .anywae yeah i burned alort of fats ok played freesbie ,badminton,uno,ohhh table tennis tt was really funn and watched cat and dogs =))))sad !i lost to a pri sch kid for badminton haha im such a sore loser .

im SUPPOSED to go to chevrons tonight=))))

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2:20 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

i felt so happie going to sch todae keez ,once i entered the door i cld kiss the floor ...sec sch days are supposed to be the best time in ur life rittes???haiz for once i was enjoying the PINK walls flushing with the garden??? =)))i )))must )))be )))crazy i thought it looked like a nusery at first.but 3 weeks of not doing anything productive ,i think im ready for sch...THINK so yar dont take my word so seriously ...but yar u all can remind me to study if im slacking to snap me back to reality ,cause sometimes i feel i need a long break .

actually i dont think i know what im doing,i actually am applying for acsi???but still rather skeptical abt it,esp abt the girl part if i wanna play barbie doll no body wld wanna play with me only 80 gals???? .i really hope if i do get it ,god will send a miricle send more girls to my class,2or 3 is miserable enough like now im living in a class of 39 girls GIRLS,moustacheless,highpitched,talkavive girls ,can u imagine if its reversed????ahhhhhhh pray and pray real hard ,they shld hav a PLJC man ,then at least we wldnt hav to think so hard rittes=))))

todae was the head and vice interview ,i hope tt god will lead the sch to find the leaders of pl who will shape pl to be a better sch ,producing girls better than our batch and years to come .=)))))our))))sch))))is)))the)))plasce)))))we))))love))))best)))lalalalalalala
since i was there so we talked while they waited for their turn ,i dun know but is it god or sumthing???but ive been talking to loads of jrs these few days ,which ive nv really done before usually only urmz 10 mins
but more than 3 hrs????tts what i really wanted in term 2 ,to have more time with the prefects ...and he made it posibble =)))tts quite weird mabey cause its nort to early in the morn where i feel really sleepy???what ever it is im happie to know we hav good leaders even in the sec 2 batch,certainly seeing more and more potential in them

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6:28 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, June 17, 2005

hurrs like right now im contemplating to send the form to acs i or sajc?????the same qns keep running through my head ,lol some ppl already know what i hav to say ,but nvm to make my self see things in a better light i shall weight the pros and cons here ,so the next time i think abt it i dont hav to rethink it ,just read off frm here =)))))aint)))))i))Smart))) HA =)))

acs i
-only 80 girls in a sch of 450???boring???,usually i feel weird arnd guys ,lol no worries,i noe im nort alone cause yun and cheryl feel the same way too,ill like to call it the 10 year girls sch syndrome=))haha if yun and cheryl u all are reading this ill nv forget the lift thing!!!lol ,=))) ,lol basically the non-prefects feel tt too,but hey im a prefect!!!lol ok larz now nort too bad but i noe i distant them at times =)))))must learn what bready renjie told me... run like mad the day before so next time i see any guy i know i wont avoid them cause ill be too tired =)))lol but actually he knows i avoid him too lol )

-think abt it ,no girl company to go shop with,play sports with,talk abt girl stuff with ,lol no tanchun to hav tauhui with,no vall to jog with me ,no jiawen to use as pillow .....etc...i noe its a childish thought but urmz yar basically stuff that i can do with gals now i cannot do with the guys ,there will probably be only 2-3 girls in class???sianz
-i love the course=))))a levels courses dont quite appeal to me , stuff i wanna learn likee bnm ,chem ,bio ,they hav 4 degrees of maths there ill take the lowest ,im a dodo at maths
-thoes ppl who are in the (IB) look like they dont have a life ,looks like it is a mugger sch ,=)))but of couse this is quite an unfair judgement as i dont really know many ib ppl
-super expensive

sajc

-near=)))
-nice ppl=))))haha i noe
-resonably priced education=))))))) plus a cherry on top
-no body frm pl is going there=( lol i tot it was our class wish or sumthing,now its tjc huh?sad larz=(
-if i use my grades its easier for pl ppl to go to acjc than sajc,sad its nort affiliated ,means ive gort to work super hard ,9 points or less!bleahx if nort its acjc,i found it goodfrm acjc crossroads ,but haha so many ppl advised me nort to go,and i think ive heard quite alort frm zijuan ,hui ping ,trix and some others i cant really rem so for now acjc is like my 3rd choice almost nil
- i dont hav to sign some contract=))))i hav my freedom of ccas...yeah!

mabey i shldnt even apply for dsa????i need to pray hard,v.hard ill be seeing my cell ppl tml and the day after ,hurss lol everytime i go 4 outta 6 wanna go acjc hurrs lol so i shld keep tt topic away frm them haha so i dont hav to play with 3 choices rittes=))))) for now just 2 ,sooooo make my life easy stop talking abt ACJC =))))) like todae at mels bro party chris and edric were so ons abt acjc,i wanted to say acjc crossroads was fun and talk abt the umbralla and cup game while watchimng jian gui but i had to control man cause i think if i had said tt ill be swayed into going to acjc ,hurrs acjc crossroads was fun man but i think ill take the advice of those who care abt me ...hurrs for now im confused ....help me date of submission 1st july....one more week to think abt it ...7 days to think abt it ...24*7 hrs to think abt it wha im going crazy..oh its a sunny YELLOW banana day,when all the cows come home to play....send me to the aslyum

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:00 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, June 12, 2005

masqurade
flights of fancy
twisted perspective
darting,zooming,
flashes of rainbow
hurried stomping,
walzing frenzy
urmz just some words tt are flying in my mind =))))))hope u dont))))))))mind))))it doesnt ))))0make sense)))))to me))0either)))

my dearest partner is yet in m'sia again ,and yes!she can finally eat meat ,rather happie for her =))))))) abstaining frm meat for 79 days was truly commenable ,dear laopo rulez ,tt means we can go pizza hut tgh like what we planned=))YeAh)))..the holis have been fun and nort ,been forcing myself to do maths or add maths for tt matter of fact ,but usually after the 3rd qn ill lose steam ,and try to battle my mind to stop being lost in space and to WRITE or at least copy the qn . i realised tt its fred's b'dae todae,if u are reading this =))))))happie b'dae))))!! and hopefully ill see u arnd in church .

my mom bought an ipod photo for my bro for his b,dae yest ,so lucky huh?buthey my bro is nice enough to loan it to me .man i went to plmc todae and nObOdY was there =( nic and gen were to lead cell todae,and was looking forward to seeing them after 2 weeks of their absence ,plus my phone was flat cause i was lazy to charge it the night before so i cldnt call anyone to rescue me but weirdz the third floor had soo many ppl,rachel went to the santuary .since nobody was there i just went back to continue my slp,but if u ask me i shld hav gone for ethels cell instead,now y didnt i think of tt??what better way to spend ur sunday other than at church .moreover i havent got to know my jr well enough,dang! it totally passed me .

anywae proceeded for tution after tt saw my aiyee at kovan ,a woman i have total respect for basically i love my cousins more frm my mums side ,my fathers side is a little complicated ,its kinda sad my fathers sis and brothers and parents dont live harmoniously ,theres alort of back bitting ,and stuff which i wish to nort learn frm them .but im glad our relationship with my father side cousins is nort as bad as our parents but with prayer i hope tt everything will turn out for good like what ive seen at my grand dads funeral.miricles do take place .aniwae my aiyee is taking care of jun hongs little bro,super cute my mom helped to babysitt him and she forgot abt us at home lol basically hes so cute nobody wants to put him down .

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:54 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, June 10, 2005

had a really fun exco meeting todae at mels ,tanchun and i met up and walked to her hus ,i bet we did shed some fats ,beads of persperation rolled off our foreheads , tts when all the trouble started ,became hungry so we invaded the provision shops and bought some food to share with the rest:junk=)))was trying to phyco my mind tt its alright but who cares i was HUNGRY +) a hungry us is an angry us .we talked alort side tracked alort and heyys we managed to fill up the agenda in abt 3hrs 30 mins??oooh and i lurve rachies dress it looks stunning on her PUrrFect figure .and i feel sinful ,wolfed down half a fried spring chicken ,we all had western meal for lunch ...in the comfort of mels house ,tts my idea of heaven.and her little bro is such a joy ooh and he protects both rachhie and i,so mucho huh?we were watching jian gui while eating and he tells us when nort to look ,if nort i think both of us will have to call mel in the middle of the night cause we cannot slp haha but i think rachie needs it more .but ultimetly claud was the victim,both rach and i screamed the most and she was in the middle of us,i bet shes going near deaff ,heyys but i think it was rachies screams tt scared me the most more than the show ,its like a domino effect =)))))but haha now looking back it was sooo dumb but fun,zongs claud and mel were super cool abt the whole show ,tts TRULLY admirable,i hate it when some scary scenes suddenly flash across the screen FReky but =)))))))i love )))))the ))))))))exco)))).

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7:55 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, June 06, 2005

not in a blogging mood but wells i guess i shld just blog a little ...right now ,my face is wearing away ,peeling,but i kinda like my tan . and i like the volumetric analysis todae except tt there were some steps which many of us forgot ,joanne is like super fast and val is super slow haha im in the middle of them both but valls the funniest gort scolded my the lab aunty for not being able to sit still ,but shes super nice ,helped val to place the pipette in the solution ,if nort shell nv finish her experiment . and we will nv get home =(so cheers to aunty

ive always thought i wanted to be a chemist ,at least joanne does,shell probably be the professor of the research and development with tt pasion of hers,all the best to her ,but now i dont think i wanna mix chemicals for life ,its only interesting when the chemicals bubble over or explode a little or when there is a colour change ,everybody enjoyes lab lesson bcause of tt rites?,man but who needs such a chemist who puts everybodies life at risk in the name of fun?hurmph now what do i wanna be when i grow up???for now i shall play hard,take my time and ill think abt tt later in life

acjc crossroads was hot,sentosa was HOTTEr now we are burnt! but it was loads of great fun ,gathering of the pl and barker prefects .dang! i fell for yunqians trick ,trixie was just lucky ,but yeah havent been going to coos for a long time i think ill go next week cause nic and gen are in kunming ,valerie and i were freezing at plmc after i went to church after sentosa ,i was sooo glad i wore my long pants =) anywae i dun quite like wearing shorts at times ,but burms are great =)))

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7:25 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, June 03, 2005

ive been going out ALOT these few days, lookin forwad to watch magadascar with KOmati,jack ,ying ,and dearest laopo next week .man do i enjoy walking home with bettina ,she has the same sentiments as me in like almost everything *dreams LOL so sajc?????i bet but now im dangling btw acs(i) and sajc hurmphs im more concerned abt the fact tt there will only be 80 girls in the whole sch of 450 in acs(i)...there wld be only like urmz 3 girls in each class????whoa BETINNA !brainwash me say sajc is da best ..keep us in prayer and show us where god wants to lead us ,denise ,nat and val are prolly applying for dsa to acs(i)???lol ian told me abt their orientation dance at sajc the other time after church ,can u imagine tt at acs(i)??? the guys hav probably got to do the drag parts =)ttt wld be such an eye-opeaner.

it was pouring ,but was fun i havent gort drenched in the rain for a long time ,i covered my head with my baobao but im just tooo big so only my head escaped the water,ying and jacko showed us tt the schs jacket is NORT water proof,it is tried ,tested and proventhey were drenched worst than me or jia,those ppl ar jaywalked todae and left me on the other side of the road! !!!but cheryl was nice =)the law-abider.and it was freeZING during lessons we were under the fan summore bRRrrrrBBBrRrrr jacko and i took off our shoes and socks!!!during lessons so ying ,cheryl ,joanne,sheena,hui,jia had nice air fresherner compliments frm us ,now WHere is theee LooVE haha=)aniwae we did a high five with our feet and jako feet was cold ,i couted my blessings

im really blessed to hav god !!!he was the hand that guide me in my chi olevels ,very evident ,all the time i commited all tt studying to him ,all the zaoju and words i learnt came out ,yet i was still struggling with the ten-year series just the day before ....one word AMAZING tts how great our lord god is whatever results im gonna get its all to gods glory ,i also want to thank him for jiawen ,for so faithfully try to teach me chi with so much patience and tolerance i know she is a god-sent for all the teachers who try to help us so much by rushing to mark our test papers daily im truly grateful thou i really didnt like chi in the past because of the sacrifices these ppl hav made for me im begining to appreciate it and i will seek to improve and try to rem all thatt laopo has taught me ,for now haha ill try to help her in eng li shang wang lai!!!haha thanx for all da care esp to jo who encourage me all the time to aim high!!

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5:22 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*