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red and yellow and pink and green

purple and orange and blue

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow too

listen with your eyes

listen with your ears

and sing everything you see

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing along with me

red and yellow and pink and green

purple and orange and blue

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow too ((:

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

i really like the badge on my wallet that shouts "jesus BEAT the DEVIL with a BIG ugly sitck" although the badge is really all black ,you feel a sense of satisfaction when u read it haha esp for christians , it makes you wanna jump up and flip ur wings like a bird and pose a huge peace sign!and ur heart tells u !YES man!=)

seriously for a few months already ive been asking god where he wants me to be rooted,and i think ive got the answer ive recieved two signs so far which i thank god for but am waiting for the 3rd sign,delia once told me that 3 times means conformation rites?=)yeah so i do pray that he will show me the 3rd sign soon ,which i know he will.

was at plmc yesterday and todae haha ,the service yesterday really made a huge impact on me ,i went with no expectation or whatsoever ,was feeling rather empty in fact.but well god prescence was with us,letitia,abelin,yolanda,jialing,weiwen(the crappiest act pai ka arnd),gen ,nic,,we all sat together of which only nic and gen belong to the church.anyway i do think that god brought all of us there for a reason
,i cant explain y but god filled me up with joy ,many of us encountered god in a very personal way !!really amazing=)hahaz and im glad to hav found some of the ex-pl lites there from pri sch ,they were sitting behid us in fact

jesus is my life,the reason that i live and i thank him for accepting us although we are truly not worthy even to call him abba father=)there are alort of things that we ought to thanx him about ,although so often we run into troubles,he will always be there to help us ,he teaches us to love and forgive when it often seems impossible ,and only when we listen to his voice all things would be made good ,we are faithfully and wonderfully made!thank god=)

hhaaaaahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhaahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahh...ok cut the crap im gonna study now

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
10:13 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, March 25, 2005

im confused
really!
and bored
i think im pmsing
cause im void of any
excitment
tts weird
HELPPPP!!!!
oh yes
must be the
holocaust project!
its depressing
crazy things
people do
for the greed
of Power
Mr hitler
sad thing that
u didnt know
god
so true man!
"whoever does not
love does
not know
god for god is
Love"
for now i dont need
any dead ppl pictures
or pictures of torture!!
jiawen!!huizhen!!!cheryl
haha i think ours is
already the best
nort so much abt the killings
rites=)hey and
i wanna do ushering for
the sound of
MUsic
but!!!
rach forgot my and zongx
register no.
i wonder if zongs
went to ask?=)

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

haha level headed? nah when i get too excited
the world revolves arnd me ,tts bad huh=)

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
2:31 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, March 20, 2005

hahaz this years birthdae has been weird...alort of crazy stuff happened for urmz a few days haha ariel called me on the 12th to wish me a happy b'dae ...haha call her self my god sis man! carnt even rem my b'dae and she refused to come to her senses tt my birthday really wasnt on the 12...yest was weirder trix,claud and ever so kiasu eliza thought my b'dae was yest ,hahaz so had pre-b'dae lunch at trix with esther!!baked pizza !! was delicious two flavours hawaillian and beef,watched some funny and bimbotic show on nik *SCREAMS* siao! with her grandparents=) her grand parents can speak eng amazing rites? but i still love my grand parent anyhow .phil called at midnight=)hahaz turned me into a panda the next morn but appreciated i cldnt slp aniwae.todae hasnt ended yet so i shant comment!but hahaz god made me realise tt i shld start praying for his ppl ,cause i guess tt we can be really self-centered at times yeah so for my birthdae this year im praying for a list off ppl haha 10 frm sch and 10 ppl frm other schs (so far filled oly 7 ppl) ,and for god to help me choose someone wisely to take over my duties =)

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
2:46 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, March 17, 2005

man! i find myself unusually and esp blur during training ,its worst after 3 rounds of sprints and staircase ,my head is spinning and its hard to concentrate and take in instructions ,and to make things worst he instructs me like nearly 5 meters away haha all i heard was mumblings =) its like an open space , so i had to lip-read ,it turned out that my lip-reading skils are really bad ...i ended up like a blind and tailesss rat running abt passing down the msg in a really haphazard manner,seriously i was really blur ,ive learnt my lesson ! i will get instruction within a proximity of 1 m the next time for track

!it must be gods blessing upon me that im not like tt in my duties in pb if nort ill be ruining pb without him ,in fact when i think abt it i really think tt its a miricle =) just think abt it when ms gan told me tt i had to change the old system ,immediately on tt day itself god gave me a brilliant idea when i was blank and he gave me the wisdom and sent ppl in my life to start up everything frm scratch and everything was up and running within a week ! (tts a miricle)praise the lord =)cause seriously i was freaking out when i heard the news ,so now u know where the tie rental,on-the -spot nametag and collation came abt ! it was god =)
if nort i think all the db prefects wouldnt hav their jobs if it wernt for the idea ,and this terms db prefects really did a good job! just wanna tell u all that u all hav truly been a god-sent .i see u all taking initiative ,giving me ur imputs,doing ur jobs with care , spotting and trying to solve the problems in ur teams tts really v.encouraging =) at first i was doing everything myself trying out the system first and u all were there to help =) tts why i was willing to let go to to let u all handle a specific genre haha and u all havent let god down ! keep shining in ur duties and in ur diff comms next term !Once a DBRian ALWayz A dbRIAN* dB RULEZ =)

aniwaes training yest was straining! but i was glad tt the weather was really nice and cool=),we had competetive running with dunman high and st michael's
compared with the jrs the no.of seniors is just mearly 1/3 of them since we were already the minority we had to run for all the races to add on to our misery shir ,yujun and sheryl didnt come !!!OUR nightmare began ,we had to fill in their space ,moreover they are our long dist runners ,man we nearly died esp for chloe ,me and bins ,i was running for niki since they needed ppl(HA NIKI u owe ME one =)),since weve nv ran 400m competetively before ! after the race haha we were drained,clnt move ,we were all bending over! ,yeah at least we know we did our best =) and im counting my blessings at the fact tt im not in long dist

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
5:06 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, March 14, 2005

god has been really good to me ! haha he has alwayz been...im sure hes like that to u all too...although sometimes things get a little bumpy ,i really felt that god was really there and through the obstacles with me ,he has made me stronger,lessons that can be drawn from faliures =) Ariel called me todae.. haha she is so in trouble with me !!nah i shant say y =) cause im a nice godsis

went for ac funfair , meet alort of pl lites there ,some ppl frm synapse and wells dunking was fun ..DUnking? more like missing ,our aiming skills were really bad.aniwae my bro really seem happier in acs when i compare his attitude towards the sant pats carnival and the present one ...its an encouragement to see him stepping out considering the fact that he is rather new there !thanx god =) ,its really weird must be gods doing ,seriously for the past years my bro and i hardley talked and i remembered when i told him i hated him i really meANT it .but since last year god has mended our relationship so yeah its really amazing =)

right now im feeling really tired from track ,actually i didnt do much ,really lack stamina . the dhs guys hav already started the longjump training ,but as a reserve i have to train with the team ,i really think our team has potential ,yujun,yunlu ,mingying,and yambun is running,C div also and pris haha didnt wanna do long jump alone with jeremy and zihe,so the few of them just sat arnd ,ill prolly start longjump next week after sph relay ,seriously i think pris shld just start without me .haiz ive got to aim for long jump manz hopefully i can reach 4.3? at least by end of april if i really train hard enough cause ill miss training every tues becos of sci !!!! so im working on a really tight time frame hahaz

man rach is like crap !haha aniwae looking forward to exco meeting tml!!! yeah

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
4:35 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

oh no i just realised tt because of prefects stuff i actually havent been training for a long long time !!!! man i will definately go for training tml..haha and i realised yunlu stopped msging me for a while to go for training,she prolly knows ill be somewhere in the prefects room doing something...ya i noe im unfit the jrs who were once behind me(not many in fact) will be ahead of me(slap myself and stare in horror) ... for this year i guess that ill just stick to my pet event and train hard for saaa if there is and nats .
Aniwae synapse was fun ,it felt like sec 1 orientation again for most of us (sec4s)so haha if we were to do synapse again if given a choice ill be a grp member.but overall no complains massdance was da bomb ! haha for me tt was the highlight*grinz* (haha i noe ...im too humble) anywae our partnership with acs was quite smooth sailing ,there were certain stuff i cldnt quite agree with but well it was still good larz .the girls in my grp (rachel,kelly,xiaohui,rachel(mgs),laura,yvonne,peishan ) were really enthu,i mean i havent really gone crazy in a while,josephine knows my hobby is sleeping(its hard to find me awake in btw periods) ,and we just went crazy with our cheers althou its quite spastic and long halfway through the cheer i was already out of breath ,the guys were probably felt tt our cheer was gay-ish but haha they did do the shirt action like us=)yeah! ...such a pity our grp didnt take a grp photo keez cause we all thought nobody had a camera phone (2 days after synapse jun jie msged me to say he had a camera phone!!! at that instance felt like i cld murder him) haha but bryan and i hav though of something!!!we are gonna make the grps who also didnt take the photo green no purple with envy. haha we totally didnt expect our grp to win mr and ms synapse ! hehe congrats to kelly and yinli oh yar and to their grp leaders who thought of the theme for the plot!haha ok i shldnt even be claiming credit they really disscussed it themselves

haha went chom chom after tt met some ex senior there hehe my buddy was there so claud and i sat with her ,they got cheated into buying chupchup? some snail-like shellfish ..hehe so claud and i were curious so we tried! its nearly tasteless without the sauce ,but its quite fun we were all squirming ,so its funny ...oh haha and claud and i were really full not frm eating but drinking ...let me warn u the large cup of sugarcane juice at chom chom really live up to its name LARGE whoa its probably the size of my track bottle more than one liter oh yeah and clarz owes us 20 rupiahs !!!!!(we gort cheated ,its like worthless in singapore!!!)

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1:25 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, March 04, 2005

SYNAPSE!!!!! is in less than 12 hrs time!gawd we havent planned anything so major for quite a long time ,actually i miss running abt the sch trying to get things done when i was a jr prefect,now my duty is just to keep thinking of ideas to run the disclipline board ,so yar now my spare tyres hav shown plus u all gave me so much chocos on v.dae i havent shed it YET!!!but i will i was supposed to go swimming with jas todae!!!but some stuff cropped up ,so the ac ppl had to come down to help out with campfire ...while i haha as dance assist taught the seniors the dance !pweew! its finnaly comming to a halt i like it but i dun !great im so messed up!

according to eunice there issnt enough firewood! i think at most we wld stuff newspaper inside ,ppl save the trees ,firewood cost alot,although it looks cheap. jas ,yi and i were soaking the firewood in kerosene in btw we played bball while waiting for it to be soaked,the jrs cheated we were playing 7 jrs to 4 seniors,but thanx to yan yee we still won!!!yeah,i tried to do a three pointer ,the ball turned into a muderous wepon,it missed the net and flew and landed on someones head!*gasp!look shocked!*so well at least now i know how strong i am*muscle me*

last week i felt terrible after taking the add maths test cause i knew i failed terribly ur friends make it worst by looking confident after the test,like my partner!!!! guess wad ! the results didnt turn out too bad cause i wasnt the only one who failed... everyone did ecpt for 8 ppl the rest had f9 pweew ! i was so scared tt i did the worst .haha at least i know im still on the same level as many others !!!even my partner.god placed us in a really happy environment ,our class actually laughs really hard at least twice or trice in every period ,and my partner has been acting weird recently shes been imitating CECILIA!! poking me like im a buzzer or sumthing

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4:12 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*