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Monday, February 28, 2005 whoa everytime i come on to my blog now i look at my last post!!! so depressing rites! haha aniwae just to report!!!the prob is settled ,u all may wonder wad prob? hurmph it doesnt matter since its been resolved so all those who prayed yeah all ur prayers hav been answered,god is good,god is great,he makes me happie he make me glad he brings ppl together to worship his name!!! whoots! haiz recently i find myself super distracted !!!! i mean im supposed to be studying hard!!! im in sec 4 but like what am i doing now? blogging! i hav to get rid of these distractions!!!!! god oh pls help us esp our class ,all the teachers say our class is the happiest class in the level and the results we bring for a b band class is not v.good cause we joke and play alot .plus ive been bombarded by loads of stuff ,humans think too much ,it takes their imagination beyond space and reason,so i guess no body can make u stressed but u urself yar? so haha my verdict dont think too much ,it wld affect ur mood . munchee :hey ming and jiawen can help me pass this to fel me : *act spastic*welcome to the mingxiu branch post office jiawen :*smiles and give a cheeky grin*service charge hor not free one munchee:action*throws the paper above our heads to fel me: weapon ar! *jiawen and i take cover* munchee:giggles me:*jokingly*hey dun attempt to turn the harmless paper into a murder weapon just for the sake of evading frm paying larz v.hard to earn $$ frm u jiawen"*cheekly* :wha ya lorz so stingy huiping:chuckles haha man i cant help but thinking of munchee and gang ! so rubbish [x] im not perfect either ((://* 5:18 AM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005 this past week has been hell sometimes i just feel like giving up,the reason for my blogging is not to crticise anyone for tt matter much as i wld like to blog for the whole world to see,im human ,im selfish too,how can i defend myself? i need to vent my fustrations!!!we are trapped, just stuck in this imperfect world tt expects us to be more than perfect.we each look for our own gains but think abt it we can fight all they want but it all amounts to nothing,well at this point at the cross roads of my life deciding which path i should take to the left or the right only to find that both routes all lead to the start of a waterfall,fast cruel and furious,the more u walk u risk being pulled by the force of the river,ive decided not to think so much abt some stuff but yet the rapids push u further like quick sand kills u the more u retaliate,u dont want it to happen but it keeps comming gushing and splashing,slapping in your face,god sends a huge protrudinng rock which u hang on for dear life the fustration the anger drains ur will and strength,how much longer can u hang on?even if u do the rock will get eroded so why not just let go? at the end u break,u are motionless,paralised,the trees sway in the winds scorning happily .....seriously why do i do so much ? i feel like an idiot ! a stupid idiotic moron why do i still smile so much why do i hav to humble myself to things tt are against my values,to begin with values?theres this hurt and anger deep inside me i wish to express it out through my action scream and shout till i am horse why do i act why do i stil smile at those who hurt me why,i feel like an entertainer a clown.y am i pulled back by so many restraints?if i flare up ill hurt others in the process,ill lower the morall of the organisation,i mean what kind of world do we live in ?i wish to expressit through action but my environment dont allow me to what is this?cant i be angry i mean i hav to hav approval to get angry?sometimes seriously i find it hard to follow gods word and the stuff he wants me to do to love them ,jesus died innocently for our sins ,am i expected to just take in all that she has to say which i wish to defend ,i feel like a slave to my own emotions ,havent felt this low before why am i making the first move we both are angry ,shes playing hard to get ,i feel stupid ,its like chasing the wind ,i get rejected ,i get angrier ,i get hurt she gets the last laugh,i mean it takes 2 hands to clap ok mabey i was at fault but if it was solely my fault i wont be hopping mad ,i tot it was our responsibility ,since when it was all mine ? how am i gonna carry twobucket of water with just one hand ive humbled my self ,the jrs can see it why do i chase so hard when u are all airs,to beg u infront of ppl ,being shamed in front of the jrs i hav a pride too i smile and tok patiently with u ,with the anger in me ,i wish to reprimand u but yet im begging . i mean ive got lotsa ppl to thank for giving me ur emotional support without u ppl i dont know what can happen ,i wont kill myself of course ,if tt was what u think ill do,but feeling depressed is bad enough [x] im not perfect either ((://* 5:53 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005 im a very confused creature!!! haha am i a male or female?just call me a homosapien , jiawen is my laopo and claudyne is my zang fu .....and we hav so many decendents ,tt ive not been keeping track who they are since they can procreate faster than i can think,haha ok lets see how many i can remember,tanchun is my daughter and waiyin is my grand dooter,wanzhen is her hus as for how many children they exactly hav tt i dunnoe...im confused its just so long tt athalie is my granddotter hus the sis in law's DOG!!! haha yeah i didnt know the family line consist of dogs too .i shall find out soon!!! is simin in our family line too? todae was kinda hetic and rather exciting went for saint andrews investisure at the cathedral ,had first aid training,taught tanchun the dance steps ,attended cell that shuyan conducted,watched some of the table tennis matches in sch!!!yeah so eventful. sa invest was really formal but really amazing ,its held at the saint andrews cathedral really nice setting for a formal event such as this ,went with ryna and clarice , ,and the thing that shocked us all was that the order for their installation has not changed for the past 60 years the prog booklet is probably tt old too the sides hav yellowed . the service was holy and all but i didnt quite understand why some words were spoken but the msg was really applicable ,i mean its an anglican church but they actually do some stuff seen at catholic churches i personally grew up in an anglican church but their practice is really diff basically in all i still had my doubts ...why do they dedicate the building to saint andrews but not straight to god? somebody led us to the building,he was walking at lightning speed we were barely keeping up haha but it was fun ,its like racing in ur courtshoes and blazer like as if running to court to handle a case or sumthing after all the racing we were feeling so proud of our own schs ushering...most of the invited guest were girls sch ... haha we realyy met alot of new ppl there they invited the whole exco from st margrets cause they are sis and bro sch there were 7 of them in all and i met their 2 vice,head and disclipline head...it was really alot of fun to meet ppl from saint nics ,peicai(the girls we were sitting with),and ANDERSON sec hope that ill get to see them again sometime soon like for another invest or sumthing we had reception,and we were lucky cause this is the first time they were doing it if not the prog wld not be as exciting anderson and us were like just floating about wei ting looks familliar,she finds me familier too ,prob because she was once in pl !!! but shes younger than me,mabey she was my classmate buddy or sumthing?anderson had systems rather unique...at most i havent seen it anywhere like "out reach" and "sprout" they can wear any sch stuff on fri!!! anything!! plus they hav a radio station in their sch which they are in charge of .clarice fed us with alot of tarts ok !she can be my bao mu but it was nice esp the tangerine one !! theres this quote"dont eat with ur mouth full" tt was quite hard since we are conversing most of the time .installation is only fun because of the people tt u meet and my final verdict?it was a fruitful one .its nice to withness an installation when u hav seen some of the ppl before,its kinda like rejoycing with them .yaeh i hope they send the photos to us soon! there was this angry elderly lady who was waiting for her lover for the past 40 years outside the cathedral and she was confiding in us she talked for nearly an hour she lives in toa payoh but the cathedral is at city hall area,the guy promised to marry her there or sumthing and she has been waiting there ever since ,shes been to a aslylum and has 5 kids ,she got cheated of her $$ or sumthing ,half the time i really couldnt comprehen what she was saying but i just nodded and smiled and the anderson girl was translating what she said to me ,shes really patient and nice!! her smile is intoxicating*faints* but it kind of make me realise tt putting ur securities in places other than god can kill u just like the lady . the ride back was not so exciting i was feeling nauseated haha clarice was waving the airfresherner that sa gave us as a gift in my nose it overwhelmed my nostrils after tt sweet pear didnt quite appeal to me anymore i think anderson had strawberry flavour scent all the best to them !!! its really strong when we went back tanchun and i cld smell it the moment we entered the room....a great knock out+bish+ [x] im not perfect either ((://* 4:16 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005 the exco decided to go out after the cny celebrations ,we were half strength ,me claud ,rach and mel ,hehe we were "guai" ok jas and i poped over to rachies place for a change of clothes and cooked sumthing for jas,we taught jas how to cook!!!if not i guess all her life she wld only be av\ble to cook her speciality tomato ketchup sCramBled eggs >) which is quite yummy
haha rach and jas told me some crazy stuff they did in pri 6 ,like squeezing ppl out of their chairs while having recess,sleeping in class,anddriving their class prefects crazy? lol yeah tt was confession of our dear vice-head jasmine seah mei shi and our cats head.the only thing i remembered when i was in pri 6 was tt xiao hua ,denise and nic was so into harrypotter we wld just follow and our favourite thing was to jump down the grandstand pretending to fly*whee...pigs can FLY* ....oHHHH i used to be v.good friends with yuenmei and her gang ,ariel ,evan and ane were also involved in the naughtiest thing we ever did ...after recess we wld chew our ice and crunch them into small tinsy winsty bits and we wld hav ice fight by shooting the ice out through the straw...GreatttttttttTT our teacher saw it *hides under a small table and trembl e it seems tt claud and i are always not knowing what we are going for ....we always watch movies whoose content is alien to us ...when rach suggested we go for a movie ...we didnt ask what movie,the last time also claud and i decided unamiously we wanted to watch white chicks but ended up being stucked watching winbledon with wanzhen and jas yes STUCKED munching on wanzhens salty cu,m sweet popcorn which most of it is salty !!! but the movie was not too bad larz ,btw jas was getting ready for her game had nice company,always make us laugh,and both of us didnt even know what was it abt we just know it takes two perverts to clap,we can make it to the weirdos movie walk of fame ,haha yest we were watching racing strips great movie!!!! u ppl shld go catch it haha,the zebras so cute ok !!! rach was like darn noisy can haha ,like as always its amazing how we havent lost our sense of hearing ,in fact the movie was fun for us during the serious parts we made it funny ,i think we were rather loud cause the girls at the back of us were giggling .it was freezing *clatter clatter.....cla---tt--er*claud and i hid under my uni tt i fished out of my bag ...seee ur sch u can save ur life !!! TREASURE it .rach and i met yuyings sec teacher on the way ,so yeah we wld get the video soon !!!!can see how tut we were,rach father took our installation video!!! wooho haha cant wait till the night before synapse where we all bunk into rach hus,sleepover and watch the tape and then tada!!!!!! WE WLD ALL BE PANDAS the next morn waiting for children to cuddle us at the zoo;) for all those younger than 12!!! see u at singapore mandai zoo !! yeah we went window shopping and well i decided to invest in a new wallet,claud wanted a new hndphone pouch!!! haha but the one i gave to rach ...it is cheaper and nicer than the ones we saw,we just hav to keep on looking .i finally used the keychain my younger buddie gave to me for christmas in the year 2003,haha i now treat it as a gem ,and the piggy is now attached to my new wallet;)cant wait for eliza to publish the buddy photos we took for installation haha"police and thief" and the height one ...really amusing!!!!!!!ill post it up when i hav it. [x] im not perfect either ((://* 4:36 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005 home sweet home !!!! finally can rest my butt on he swivel chair *whee* had installation todae,yest peparation was way chaotic ,horrific negative thoughts about the installation killed my precious sleep,but hey tO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!! he saved the day it went smoothly like jam on bread although there were some bloopers that luckily nobody besides us spoted!!!
haha this is the installation i will nv forget,although it was alittle cramped!i got hit by yizhen and tanchun during the dance actually we were hitting each other claud was like 2 spacing away frm me and i cld actually reach her and hit her !!!=) but it was fun! i couldnt help laughing,theres this sense of togetherness!!! so theres no shame amongst us ,esp among the exco ,ive nv had this feeling anywhere else before .man how i wish we will nv part i love being a part of this whole pl prefectorial board family,its not the positions that makes us proud to be a pl prefect it is the people ,the warm smiles,the fun ,the suanning (basically u need to know a person well to suan them...duh!!!!) .haha gosh i went to the dyslexic centre todae ! and the child phycologist commented that i may hav outgrown being dyslexic,but now it may be dysprasia or something like tt ,a prob in maths if you were wondering what it meant. it seems that everytime im in the prefects room after 1.45 there wld be request frm jrs to teach them the synapse dance haha gosh the music aint so plesant anymore vivian and i probably did the dance more than 50 times not counting the practice we may hav done in our own homes .!!!but the dance is so fun!! ,everytime u feel like u are on rollers when u do the first part so for dance co-hosting with acs wasnt so bad ,cause at first i had a bad inpression of them jac and ying were preparing yusheng for gb yest ,so i decided to kaypo and help them out! so much for my help i shreded the carrot into the wrong bag good thing it was just some strends but i decided i cld do something safer!!!SKIN the radish...if they hav diarroaoh its NOT my fault i washed it ok!! all our fingers were yellow after shredding the carrots...i wld hav made a palm mark on somebodies shirt if i werent in sch =)touching on the sub of food A1 had tang yuen todae !!!! they cooked it outside their class room the smell was so good !!!peanut soup they made me really hungry...tan chun was talking to me outside her class !!! arrrr and the ppl were wlaking arnd with their peanut tang yuen desert!!! how painfully distracting =) had training at turf city !!!! i am proud to declare that i survived the flies and weird insects that stung our girls actually i had none !!! the flies seem to target some ppl shirley went twice and got bitten twice ...if u are thinking of going for training to reduce the bulks u are so in trouble when there is a giant in front of the finishing line after running ull be so thirsty ,majority wld run to bvuy the 99 cents fruit juice tts unbelievably 1 liter,it makes u fat with all the sugar in it...ivy and i thought it tasted weird yest!jia yan didnt come if nort i wld hav ran with her [x] im not perfect either ((://* 7:17 AM
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me..myself.. n.. I Name:mickey tong(what im better known in class) Age:shhhHHHHH my age is a secret Country: The Great barrier Reef in my basin sch:PLMGSS my first cry:20th march 89
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track n field(longjump...whee) leaping around plpb ppl who are special to me GOD(the lord is my shepard...thy rod and thy staff â¦gosh I miss the shepards staff at our old sch*ponders esp when we tried to hide tanchun frm mr kim ,it was suppPPPer fun)
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