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Thursday, December 30, 2004

hehe ! its 8.30 now ..its amazing blogging at this time ,really peaceful,its still a little dim outside but with the help of my table lamp!the room glows!!...and its cool(as in windy) and u can hear the birds chirruping .im going to sch later!!! with tanchun to finish our homework!! i think ill find myself studying in sch from now on,the view from the top (the place where we study) is breathtaking,we did a morning devotion there ...was refreshing.two ppl called me this morning-----now u know why im awake!!!=)

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4:59 PM

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

my eyelids are droopy now so sleepy! after the breaking new grounds camp rushed home to do the scotch design ,sort out the power point slides for singspiration for yet another camp tml!!!prefects day camp!!!,think of an ice breaker ,adjust to all the last min changes and all*pweew feel so acomplished!!i sort of detest ppl frm intruding into my work esp when im busy!!!however the phone rings incessantly ,val called when i went to the toilet!haha i was so urm...*lost for words* but i was really urgent,i remember telling her"aiyoh can u call at the right time "like more than 9 people called mostly regarding the camp .

the breaking new ground camp was refreshing! doing prayer walks ,praising god together,having a vision as one that the spiritual climate of the school will change! the night service was so real ,many of us were touched by his grace ,hehe i found my purpose to going for the camp,god does everything for a purpose ...ahem ok *clear throat* theres this person whom i cant get along like almost since the begining of time!!! horror i was placed in a group where out of six ppl 2 of them belonged to her "gang" gosh this feeling of oppression drowned me i was shouting out in my mindwhy oh god did he not give me my hearts desire ,but leave me stranded in people who delight in seeing me in my darkest spirts ,i felt hurt at that time ,i felt like their toy.however god gave me a revelation a light in the midst of my darkness,i wanted to run away to the comfort of the other prefects,i felt happywith them,and there was no distraction when we were worshiping together i didnt want to break away fronm this(my happiness) to my given group(actually i was glad we cld sit whereever we wanted they didnt restrict us to our own grps...god was giving me my space where ill be comfortable through that talk to me ).god pulled me back ...during lunch ..god prompted me to dine with my group members ,my heart was hardened and cold ,an acidic emotion filled my innermost being ,i refused to talk but as i prayed i began to opean up more *love ur neighbour as urself* flashed in my mind through the games and all all of a sudden i felt more like a family with them ,like we nv hurt each other before ! thanx god he saved us from hurting ourselves to let go and be at peace with one another to be blameless to one another i got widen my circle of friendship to a few people through this camp yanyings from my grp!! she owes me 2 log cakes!!haha EXTORTION i dun mind being the tryant so long i get my logcake*yummmmmmY

althou i got to know my group members better i was with the usual gang who were placed in the same grp most of the time ,huiwen,shuyan,and cherylyn came back!!! hey hey huiwen is really nice! when i was under her(was our head prefect2004) i was really scared of her ,nv in my wildest dream i wld have thought we'll be such great friends .i thank god for the impact she has left in my life anywae they'll all be going to RJC cool! im sure we are all happy for them esp the prefects seeing them holding on together and walking a new chapter together is amazing.i see unity when i see them . tts the spirit they have left behind =) the pl spirit!!

this camp made me see stuff in a diff light ,what its like to be bold and be strong in the lord knowing that he wld always walk right beside you to guide you ,esp in sch to be bold and hold on to ur christian believes and not afarid of being judged my man so long as it pleases god!,the campers experienced many adventures esp during the prayer walk like when we started to walk arnd praying,it started pouring(showers of blessing* when we stopped the rain meraciously stopped too! tts what the lord can do! a grp saw a nest with little birds in one of the rooms a new begini ng for pl god is with us!*amen we all belive all this is from god that god wiill bring more people to our school and be blessed

seeing people praying for each other and being prayed for by ur friends was nice it felt like home a place where we can just cry and pray in each others arms knowing that u car efor others and that others care for u too a feeling of community was dense saturation the place with joy!! im glad i went for the camp! if u miss it this year,join next year!!

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6:44 AM

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

hehe yeah i saved the day!!! thank goodness i found the breaking new ground camp details in my history column,hehe yeah ppl dont panick if u dont see it online anymore,give me a call ill send it over=) anywae must also thank tan chun for being so quick witted .

gosh i realised i havent blogged like in days ,been out alot theese few days comming home very late ,u noe must savour and treasure all the time we have together now before the preperations for o levels robs and steals what we hav now,thanx nicole mao u never fail to share with me really inspiring msges ,i shall share it with everyone now "valuing someone is not just "seeing the person"always,what counts is that somehow in our busy lives,we remember each other"anywae i just came back from my cousins birthdae can u imagine both my cousins were born on the same day! and i really regret teaching them how to play speed ! they were so facinated by how it works that i found myself playing 12 rounds of speed ,6 rounds of uno,2 match of table football with them with them ,esp for speed my fingers went almost numb gosh haha they were screaming so much,but it was really exciting .they cheat alot too! make their own rules but break them.*prff+

lets see this week was really exciting ,had singspiration meeting at my home*whoots for prefects day camp,was really crazy esp when we sang *this is how we overcome* 10 crazy ppl singing and dancing,our singing drowned my mum voice,she had to call me upstairs to ask me to eat!!whoops! im crazy about altheas gutair ,weve got lotsa talented ppl charmaine can play the piano really well too ,we just gave them the scores and in mins VIOLA! were harmonising with them,to all the prefects out there ! prepare urselves for worship manz ,pray for us too to always look towards god in all the stuff that we do because god is the one who holds and guides HIS pb went sentosa with the dunman high trackersafter meeting !this yunlu pang sei me ended up being the only pl lite stucked with them at sentosa ,but it was really fun , im glad amelia bugged me to go with dinah ,and i like dinah cause she reminds me claudyne we call her claudinah emal(claudyne-ar lame(backwards)) .supposed to meet them at their sch !!! but my meeting ended so late so had to forgo it! but there is always another time ,we canoed!!!to the barrier the waves were really nice me wan ting and amelia just lie-ed in the canoe and drift with the waves ! was damn comfortable,and exciting ,nv felt like a floating duck before but just as we were relaxing and near snoozing zzZZZZ in the canoe we banged into 2 other canoe,almost hit the rocks too PAISEH!!!cause the other 2 men were snoozing away too ....sry to disturb their peace and quiet then out of no where 2 dunman high guys hit us ,we shld have capsized their boats =) i really enjoyed it when 6 of us tried to get on to one canoe,it was stupidity but theres this trill abt it,kept sliping of trying to balance the half submerged canoe yeah! it kept capsizing ,had many gulps of sea water we visited 2 beaches ,zann taught us how to flip in the water! yeah that was one skill i brought back ,szeling was really enthu abt it but climbing up the yellow float was really tiring all of us had sun burn!*Ouch * my face was all red felt like a suckling pig

the next day (23rd) decided to go with tanchun to oversee the prefects for registration day ,seriously we felt so lost ! we were told to go at 8.45 but they had a briefing before that. the hall's really small there was not enough space for everone .the bookshop aunties were really obstinate ,pei shan gave a solution to control the crowd ,the parents complained in the end they relented and followed peishans way ,u noe sometimes kids make sense too=) after tt went shopping with tan chun grandutter (waiyin)and my grand son-in law(wanzhen) gosh they make me feel so old haha i realised i have great -great grand daughters too waiyin mentioned athalie and pei shan ,hehe ill confirm with her! cool i must tell my lao po shell be so amazed at how many decendents we have not many grannys live to see the next 3 generations was supposed to shop arnd for wanzhen clothes ,i think haha it became my shopping spree for christmas stuff for everybody*ahem so sry last min shopping brought misery to wanzhen who felt like sleeping after 6 hrs of registration duty ..hehe i was smart i caught a wink in the bus!!! tanchun and waiyin hav been talking weird .we didnt understand and i cldnt be borthered to phantom wad they are atalking abt clara had a twisted look in her face haha must be thinking wad im thinking *high five zzzzzZZZzzzzZZZz sleep is more important! =) after that my family and i went to church to catch the musical ,it was really packed my bro and i knelt halfway through the musical ,all the seats were taken,saw ying ying and gethro supposed to go on holi with them but didnt still remember our trip tgt at colma tropical !happie memories =)

okie ive got too many stuff to blog but gotta pack for camp so will be back on da 28th!!

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5:51 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, December 16, 2004

removed my tagboard for good ...some ppl are really yucky posting their sexual fatasies online for all to see ...pollute our small innocent minds..yeash disgusting!!

as i look at the chistmas cap jas gave us,i remember the exco meeting we had ,yi gave us a really nice hand woven bookmark withour names on it and rach gave us a bottle with a picture of us in it !! whoa its not even christmas and im feeling the excitment of it all already ...i even wrote a commonwelth essay on christmas 1675 word pwew! my fingers were so tired .both wee zongs and i wore the christmas hat throughout the meeting,dunnoe why but i felt so happie ,i even wore it to the hawkers!hurmph=( tanchun tried to cheat me haha she asked me to close my eyes ,took my hat and covered my face in it haha u noe she may seem like a quiet girl but she actually talks alot when she knows u.we took EMAL(opp of lame)(aka miss claudyne lim) to the hawkers tan chun and i shared kueh chap,didnt know how to order so we ordered mixed!!!gosh it was horrendous i thought pig intestines dont have fur??? hair??? ahhh so scary hairy ,shld be on extreme gormet anyway we didnt eat that part,so it wasnt so bad i think that was the ear .....
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i really find this qoute by ms gan "its not how u start it,but how u end it" really very meaningful im gonna adopt it i may be a faliure at A maths but haha im gonna aim for at least b3...i wanna end it well and as well for the other stuff god has given to me .

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6:00 AM

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

this is certainly something not to be tolerated ,somebody has been disguising as ruoyi ,spamming my blog with crude and horny comments , who ever that person may be pls show more respect for yourself,ruo yi and as well as for me ,it may be for fun but it can be displayed in other less crude ways =) but its still forgivable ,just promise u wont do that again

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1:29 AM

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

lol whats wrong with my template??? the left scrollbar occasionally "breakaway" from my blog ..wad a mystery.anyway i sorta had a mini holiday in singapore,stayed at the gallery hotel with my bro for the power encounter weekend.other than us grace was also the youngest there ,felt quite weird at first all the participants in the power encounter camp were at least twice our age,actually it was betta than i thought,but of course it wld be nicer with more ppl our age!yeah anyway thanx god for grace! talked to some adults during the whole event and i like sandy-elisha the best really nice ,almost same height as us =)and shes from sonic edge ,ill support her if she sings on day on stage someday.whoa i didnt know the 6 floor was so spooky till i read grace blog,im so glad to be at the 7th floor cause god knows ill get freaked out,but well i learnt something,sprits and all are all lies and deception so yeah ..actually still abit scared but not so much now so all ye with weak hearts take comfort in this .

the whole event was overall great,the sermons on the first day were informative and quite funny ,my bro and i watched cable tv and munched on chips and chocos till abt 2am gosh no wonder i felt like sleeping for the sermon on the second day..hehe woke up in the middle of the night and stared out the windows ,really nice and bright .yippie it makes me think how fortunate we are .the stuff at the hotel is really expensive $4 for a bottle of mineral water =)

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7:09 AM

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

tml!!!! yeah doing db stuf tml,finally the pb room will be USABLE all the exco wld be down setting up their operations !!! manz went i start sch ill come in by the 3rd gate and spend my morning in the pb room!!! aiyoh but u noe everytime i place my sch bag in the prefects room in the morning after assembly ill just happily go back to class forgetting abt the bag in the room until the teacher ask for us to take out a book*oops wheres my bag!..haha great exercise up and down the stairs thanx to my blurness,my partner ar ..used to it liaoz but at least she reminds me before lessons now .

ok listen to ur mama and papa to nv read while walking was reading the cook book nearly tripped down the stairs !adreneline rush for a moment.btw im so dead got so many stuff on hand 2 proposals ,lotsa hw,2 dance to plan with the co-host ,set-up singspiration team for day camp plus my other commitments like track,pb and ballet esp ballet . but i guess lifes like tt i bet the sec 1 orientation team is not that free too managing the whole camp and their work*pei fu but u all can do it ,all this work u may be complaining abt ur time management now but later ull find that it was all worth while basically there will be joy in the stuff that u do even thou i may be complaining now i still like it just a bit tiredz tts all but im glad ive been given all this opportunities.

made steamed cake with mum todae really nice quite amusing seeing the mixture rise in the pan like it has a life the carbonate in reacting with probably some acid inside bubbling with joy...tml ill wanna make cupcakes but depends what time the meeting ends tml,looks like ive got to skip track if nort ill be too tired to pack the room travelling to and fro frm nee ann poly(bukit timah)..ill be sleeping on the sofa zzZZZZzzzZZZz no need to pack liaoz...the last training at maritchie,i felt i cldnt move after that,ran out of energy,amazingly made my way home and slept like a pig(much to my mums disgust) i cldnt bother to bathe,my head was spinning haha tt was quite an experience .but seriously if track is gonna be so streanous when sch reopeans i wonder if i can survive night tution=) but ill just try ,mabey ill get used to it by then that wld be quite an achievment for me .

yeah im not so afraid of being inferior to the guys at tution,learnt that thou they may be bigger,look smarter,dun give up on urself sure can outwit them .i have no idea how to explain this but i noe i make mrs poon go crazy with all my qns , but i seriously think tts the way to learn anywae i think she got used to my style already,so she gladly answer my neumerous qns ,afterall i just want to make sure i noe my stuff ,i dun get that chance in sch whereby ull slow down the lesson thought to 40 odd pupils,but for last tution was just me yun qian and the usual 2 guys 2the rest were on holi 2 and a half hrs s at least im not so pai seh to ask.but ill definetly feel dumb raising my qns feel like im the weakest amongst them having to ask so many qns BUT glad to start the trend haha can see that guys too are beginning to ask qns yeah finally i dun feel like the dumbest of the pack..but yunqians still scared of mrs poon and asking qns cause shes quite hot-tempered,after lesson sshe still quite clueless tts quite sad cause she feels its not helping her i really hope she continues if nort ill be stuck with the guys but nbot so bad larz only 2 in pri 6 i was the only girl among the 8 gays in tution was not so good they nv fail to bully me they always paired me up with this guy that i didnt quite fancy .can be quite stressful summore ii was so timid then

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6:26 AM

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

was it thus or fri tt pb painted the room? lol cant remember arrrr i tot it will end at 2pm?haha made another unfruitful trip to the holding sch i went there at 1.30 after my tution and nobody was in the room !!!!but good thing the netballers were there..at least it wasnt me myself and i in the school alone in the sch and just when i wanted to turn arnd to leave i saw MEL i think they were having synapse meeting with asc(br) aiyah they finished with the painting at 12 ..quite nice they painted two sides of the room already yellow!!tts the pl colour .to those who havent had the chance to go to the holding sch...its nice and picturesque it is as if built on top of a hill , the assembly area overlooks the sea of private homes ...just stand at the corner and ull feel like the king of the castle!!=)ahhhh so nice and the podium itself haha its so big pratically the whole exco can fill it ,its good, the old podium was quite cramped esp when we hav 2 people comming up and down at the same time,i can expect singspiration to be really great so many ppl can be up there to lift the sprits up !! =)

yeah i met someone i dont know todae again=) frm pl! my mum and i were just buying some grocery my mum was attracted to this boutique there were two girls working there helping their mother ,they were really great,i like her younger sis ! treating all the customers like her barbie dolls dressing them up whith what she thought wld be nice on them ..shes quite adorable ...anywae the older sis looked like rennae! my sec 1 buddy and she s frm pl..what a small small world!=)

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6:03 AM

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Thursday, December 02, 2004

arrr wonderful memories of US in the pb room for the last time(sobs i really miss the room dont all of u?) just sharing some of the photos with u all experimenting with this photo upload function!!!=)

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6:11 AM

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at trixies home..remember the rainbow teddy =)

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6:08 AM

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the prefects!!all set for the e5(johore) camp ulu village here we come!!!

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6:07 AM

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mrs kumudas going to be posted to saint joseph insitution,shes a really nice and patient latecomming teacher haha patient and latecomming,what a good mix,but it was a joy working with her and im sure many of us who have worked under her would agree...anyway we had a farewell for her at thai express! the food is quite nice esp the ice blended mango shake!yummy,and i had jeane sitting in front of me ..lol the usual,she gave me lots of smiles,yar shes a really sunshine girl but im happy to hav at least worked at the latecomming station once under mrs kumuda brings back lotsa memories remember i was a junior prefect working with tanchun and sarah wan with cheryl tan as our head,i really learnt alot all the annual report and monthly report we had to produce ...learnt microsoft excel from them too .basically learnt alot of skill from each other,we had fun just being together,and trying to solve some appeal letters problem. i can write abt this forever,at least when i leave pb or pL i know ill hav great memories of the people and the activities we had.

argh!! u noe i cld hav caught the incredibles and watched the polar express but because the timing clashes with my tution i couldnt my bro watched the incredibles and he has lots of good stuff to say about it!!hes making me jealous sounds really funny=( anywae thanx jasmine and waiyin for inviting me anyway,i was walking home from tution, i lack exercise,so i decided to walk home and i noticed this old man talking to himself,he must be really lonely! but if im not wrong hes senile i cant explain why but i would see it as a gift at least these lonley old man and women pherhaps in their misery,god sent them "gardians" but hurmp i dont know cause as christian we are not suppose to talk to sprits right or mabey urm actually i cant think of other reasons but i still believe that it is a gift

yeahhhhhhhhh! taufik won

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5:12 AM

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