*[[___ welcomee `-//*

red and yellow and pink and green

purple and orange and blue

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow too

listen with your eyes

listen with your ears

and sing everything you see

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing along with me

red and yellow and pink and green

purple and orange and blue

I can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow too ((:

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Saturday, October 30, 2004

yeah sch is over!!!! but hurmp the homework is something ill not look forward to,but well*switch to guai mode*its good for me=) haiz dropped 3 positions quite bad .anyway we celebrated joannas b'dae yest at soul garden at tampines mall .i think it was the first time the prefects of 2b2(o3) ever laugh so hard at a public place ,we played opean no. and the person who gets the no.has to eat the plate of cooked food,sam must be really sorry for trying to sabo others ,she ended up being saboed the most,5 times.the fact that we had to wait outside the toilet for a long time was understandable haha.actually the next dayy most of us complained of stomach aches and diaroeah too,must be because we nv cook the food properly!

we got this hippo tissue dispenser frm precious tots for jojo ,really cute and fat can be used as a pillow at night also,or piggybank,or a toy....see so useful rite?=)congratulations to tiff,blessed with high intelligence,she got first again in her class but yet so humble,we are full of admiration for her*salute* yes the pb room is so going to be nice! i hope that all pb prefects are looking forward to it,then we can decorate it as a board together.i laughed real hard when rach told me abt jas,ppl dun believe what any of the ACS(br) ppl say abt our vice keez,they got their facts wrong,anyhow match ppl up,haha i wonder how their vice is going to react when they see ours,going to be really funny.but well jas is wiser than tt ,she shld be abt to handle and clear the air.*ahem* lol

really wanted to go for church with val todae at plmc but too bad there wasnt any service on todae .the pri 6 opean house was great ,we got lots of compliments frm teachers and parents!to GOD BE THE GLORY!!! god is watching over us and well i really did think the sec 1s are growing up ,and taking more intiative ,was elated to see them working with the seniors .a few months ago we thought we were nv going up again this time they hav given us a new and burning hope ,PB ROXs

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
8:14 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, October 28, 2004

im so high-ee-ah---ai...lol had training todae,actually it felt good running long run for the first time,hurmp mabey because we were running in the sch compound for the very last time ,tml is the last time we wld see our sch,it will all be locked as memories in the back of our eyes ,all wld be much of histroy,we the pl-LITES will be history makers,and the generations to come=)
gosh i mean i really love the prefects room and to our utter dismay ,the pb room block would be torned down ,i wld always remember the sofa,the huge pillows ,the times we had crapy meetings together=)but the spirit of pl will always live!!!!!!!!took alot of pic todae with my peers ,i like the starfish one(the one with shirley) and the one with jas and as usual she drew her cartoon little poo(crazy rite)!!!

hehe we(me and val) grilled jas about ****** *** lol ,actually we just want to ka jiao her only =) anyway good news to all involved in synapse(we are the host of synapse!!!!!!!and it wld be held in our sch)ecpt both sides are still looking into the matter of the ideal grp size and range of participants but well tts nort really much of a problem...........................................lao shi was on tv(singapore idol)(mrs tay bee kee) the lady who got interviewed to give her comment on olinda cho,her neighbour,hehe she kept me glued to my seat,lao shi is nice larz

sobs ive to let go of my db prefects on fri ,if any of u all are reading this !heyys u all hav been a blessing to me ,and im sure ull miss ur pumpings too(*grinz* =)) well do learn in the other ministry and i pray that god will groom each of u to be great leaders after his heart!!!!!!!!!!!all the best dbrians (ONCE A DBRIAN ALWAYS A DBRIAN)...wo1 hui4 yong3 yuan3 zhi1 chi2 ni3men2 de4

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
5:35 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, October 25, 2004

whoohoo!!!! i learnt a new skill todae, i was the linesman for the badminton competition=)jasmine and a new friend eliza helped me sharpen the skill ,learnt the rules for the game the words"service ends""in" and "out is still ringing in my head .learnt the arm action ,quite easy really .claud also learnt it ,next time we can help out again when they lack manpower.jas was the empire she was really steady ,it looked alort like fun=)

ok hurmp i really detest the neoprint machines ...all japaneese words ,ying, jac and i didntknow how to work the machine. in the end we took all the photos but didnt get a chance to decorate them (pressed the wrong button) and well the machine started to print the photos to our dismay!!!!!!anyway it was nice hanging out with them for the first time,i always make plans with them but always end up not going because of sudden meetings and track stuff=)we ate at bk , played with our food chatted abt stuff since we swooped classes in sec 2 .met sherry and dear emeline there who so kindly informed me abt training tml,looking forward to it,beats doing nothing at home(ok home is nice too=)) ok so we are going to submit the synapse proposal this thurs,i do hope that everything wld go well .

yeepie my laopo is finally feeling betta ,she was so sick todae ,this girl was having fever and covered herself in the thick sickbay blanket !gosh haha anyway we tried to snatch the blanket away frm her and frooze her with the ice bag,quite humerous actually!to god be the glory that shes ok,ohhh yes and i pray that pearly(piglet) and claud will get betta too=)

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
5:30 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, October 21, 2004

haha just came back frm camp!!!!*megacamp was fun got to know a lot more people and i like the rafting ...see larz we made a raft(i like the tying part) but never got to sit and SAIL on it anyway it was still fun picked up alot more pratical skills .the gret get out was fun !!!! we were like complete dodos in loyang pasir ris area ...the 359 bus was so confusing 359 d and 359t we got totally lost in the rain !!!!! the twinkle twinkle little stars back wards was fun !!!!!!!! really weird caus it didnt make sense .then we did high elements did the trapize almost caught the bar one finger touched it ..all in all only jas and sin ae managed to reach for the bar ...way scary!!!!we had to stand without suppot up in the air standing on a tree trunk with the wind trying to blow u with it and the trunk was pathetically small...haha and i got to know sheryl sim better !(if u get what i mean*snorts*=) )had telephaty or something !!! we actually wrote to each other at the same time!!!!!!!ooooh and rachel lim su ern declared her love for me by writting me a love letter and folding it into a heart ! great =) haha the crazy crocroach ....ill send her a bottle of BYGONE when her b'dae comes .

ms gan was really cute we had to lip read cause she had a sorethroat ...quite fun trying to figure out what she was trying to tell us .all in all the camp was great ! now looking forward to the camp at the holding sch and the malaysia adventure camp!!!!!! the well hav synapse and haig girls camp...ohhh and the pri 4 camp were helping out .ok im still trying to find some songs for the sec 3 dance for synapse ...mass dance urm when we meet up with the sch we are co-hosting with .

lastly my results ,quite ok as usual failed add maths like only abt 35ppl?passed add maths in the level got 14/80 gosh !!!!!!! they moderated it so i had 18 in the end ...well u know it really makes no difference really, still f9.must jiayousss for my "os" anyway i thank god for his grace and for the rest of my results cld hav done worser

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
1:28 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

well ,hurmp through this really rainy and dull season of my life ,i really saw god going through this painful ordeal that has torn my soul ,when all things arnd me seemed to fall apart god was there,i knew he sent all the nice ppl to my life .the songs frm the musical was really a blessing in disguise,it spoke to my being.things that ive been bottling up inside me ,can be realeased even thou i dont breathe a single word to anybody.to those out there who are feeling down ,take comfort in his word that the wld always be with u "do not be discouraged ,for the lord ur god is with u wherever u go"or remember the words frm the fathers hand
"in ur dispair ,and deepest sorrow,
when u are standing in the midst of pain sharp arrow
,u carry on to face the journeys darkest fight it is love that will see u through the night,
he knows ur pain ,he'll nv let u go,
he gently holds ur precious soul,
he lifts u high and in his love ull stand becos ur holding the fathers hand"

ive seriously nv been so pissed in my life in sec sch ,esp with somebody who has been using me time and again,and she still seems so oblivious and now backstabbing me in my absence frm the grp .seriously i really dont want to forgive her,ive nv said so many bad and unhealty things abt others b4 like w*** t** h** or shes such an i***t of couse not infront of her,im more tactful than that.well through prayer ive found comfort and i went to kai's blog and found this really meaningfulHatred is just a piece of burning charcoal. u feel like throwing it at someone, but in the end u'll only hurt urself. so why not just drop tt piece of charcoal and no one gets hurt. yep this is true rite..i guess it applies to dislike too...makes alot alot of sense..yup decided not to hate anione nemore..juz take things in my stride bah..it feels nice to be optimistic again..i guess everythin's in the mind..if u dislike sumone..n u tink "its ok actuali. disliking him or her will not make me any happier. it'll just fill me wif anger n hatred. so y not learn to accept it..be happy once again without all these.." yeah..its true reali..its reali does make me happier..so yeah..anyway i decided to cut off all ties with her will not be joining that grp anymore to avoid anny dislike to fill in me when i see her and to take it as a chance to really cool down ,i guess thats the best way to avoid any other possible conflicts =Dthanx alicia,rachie tan chun,huizhen,cheryl and abbey for always cheering me up =) well mabey i was wrong too mabey i flared up too easily and shld hav been more giving ,haiz mixed feelings .

im looking for a rainbow,
somewhere in the sky.
wishing for a shooting star
just for u and i
i dream of preety flowers
a garden of my own
a place that i could find my dreams
a place to call my own

im waiting for a miricle
a reason to believe
searching for an answer
a destiny for me
i pray for rain and sunshine and laughter all the time
that god would come and colour, this empty world of mine

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
1:28 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

today was quite fun actually,mabey someother people wld regard it as a bad hair day ...hurmp acyually wee zongs words do make sense any event that u are thrown into can be exciting and interesting if we approach the situation the right way.tt was just some food for thought ,anyway yes im so glad the very kind and sweet vanessa chua actually realised that i forgot to wear my tie ,see larz all those ppl who walked past me didnt tell me so .anyway im glad i was not late for sch although i had to wait opp sch to wait for my mum to get my tie frm home .gosh i seriously wonder how i cld have forgoten to wear the tie!!!!!tts preety bad ,i must be more responsible for my stuff in the future .ok yes as the disclipline head ,since i was late for basic duty, i trippled the punishment what the db prefects do when they are late ,so well we all did pumping together,actually it was quite fun,to do it with my prefects.and i just realise the importance of being a role model.well life is all abt learning rite? well seriously sometimes i see how my db prefect work and well come out with new ideas to change the system to be bettar.

oh no ..terrible ...steff said that there are ppl who retain in our class ,3 ppl passed add maths in b2 gosh how abt us,actually i think the number of passes shld be higher becos mr low is quite a good maths teacher ,so yes we are considered fortunate .oh and 1/4 of the class failed geog...huhuhuhuhi hope that ill do ok .some of us visited the holding sch yesterday,well to all the pl lites out there...treasure what we have now,the holding sch is preety run down but really big travelling frm one block to another takes 5 mins or slightly lesser but the corridoors are preety narrow 2 person can walk along the corridor at one time ,but we have 6 basket ball court and 2 volleyball court ,the nicest room there wld be the ava theaterette ,its ok but mabey a little hot and stuffy because of the low celling but that can be fixed ,im looking forward to help out in designing the pb room with the others .the hall is quite small therefore mabey we wld have two assembly areas .

aiyoh i tell u keez we found a dead rat in the drain yesterday...see moral of the story is dont eat in class unless u want to share ur classrooms with the rodents =)

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:42 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, October 18, 2004

gosh u know how many times ive been harbouring ambitious thoughts abt changing my blogskin over the exam period ...now that im free im just to LAZY but my blog is a bit too dark ..i need a happier colour !!! ok i give myself urm 2 months to get it done .

sch todae was preety BORING until shirley and wee zongs came over to talk to us(ok it was a little more interesting...later they become bhb haha) before that we were playing BORED games for nearly 2 hrs .well jas ,jiawen,huizhen and my vocab is quite limited so scrabbles made ur minds exercise yes after that EXERCISE we dozed offZZZzzzzzz then jas and i went patolling...ooooHHHHHHh yes todae jas,cheryl and i learnt how to make a dough rabbit!!!!frm the shifu of chinese dough making ,quite fun hes, really quite nice to spare us his time and although there was some language barriers ...i got to keep my rabbit.

we celebrated and prepared 2 surprise birthdae party on sat one for shu yan the other for claud and mel...claud and mels was the funiest ,they get tricked by us so easily ,we pretend to pray for them on their b'day ,some of us prepared a plate of wipped cream and smashed it in their faces in the midst of the prayer.gosh .haha.ok then we drew on their faces and made them come out of the house to take pics .shuyans mom was really accomodating,felt happy to be there met a new friend ester didnt know she knw my mom...ok anyway we decided to be naughty and played a prank on shuyan we pretended to be really sad and wanted to find solace and we FINally got her out of the house and yes she gort bombed by us *shuyan u have truly been the *prak* best*prak* buddy ever* haha .phil then did that to huiwen also .see the celebrity "couple" all got bombed

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
3:16 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, October 15, 2004

sentosa*sobs* couldnt go for the 2b2 reunion ...yi,zongs ,tanchun and i stayed back to bake a cream cake for claud and mel...haha quite good ok!!!!it turned out nice,it was our first time baking and icing the cake *ahem* let them try first if they dont have diarroah then we try.
we are pro the cake started falling into pieces like a jigsaw puzzle when we sliced it in two...oHHH and before that i think we forgot to put baking powder in the end the cake was abt 2 cm thick (as tall as the uncooked mixture)miserable !!!! so we placed alort of wipped cream to make it look like it grew it is now 3.5 cm thick haha=) the cake has a starfish on it v.cute!!! im sure they will be delighted when they see it tml.

been going to plmc for the past nearly 1 month feel quite adjusted there already the thought of returning to coos sometimes scares me mabey cause i refuse to step out of my comfort zone .so used to having val,mildred and gang,regina,genevive,nicole arnd me ...great ppl i must say!!!! for some reasons there is a feeling of entrapment at coos .mabey caus at cell all arnd me are masked strangers ..something just keeps me from opeaning up ,when i try theres this weird fee,ling...haha heck that ...i love val

went to felicias blog and saw the link to kim walkermans blog...my bro tells me that all the guys in his sch knows her no.(his sch next to hers) whoa she must be v. irritated with all the prank calls .anyway daphne is so lovable and her smile is intoxicating ...vote for her!!!stupid ruo yi keep degrading me as her chamber maid !!hurs wait till i server all ties with u.

i must thank god that i come from a family whoose parents are not smokers...the smell is quite unberable ...was walking arnd orchard road!!!its polluted .oh yes next time when u past by a person giving out fliers ,do take the fliers frm them ,the person earns money frm giving out the fliers moreover the amount is quite miserable ,if im nort forgetful and wrong, letitia earned only 2 dollars frm giving out 100 fliers which took her about an hour .ill check with her again to confirm

haiz had debrief with the prefects yesterday ...i wonder i it is the excos fault that things happen the way they are i guess that partly it is our fault .haiz in my anger and fustration i forgot to acknowledge the sec2s whom i tot did a great job overall .god teach me to be more rational and giving in praising others!!! yteach me and mould me to be what u want me to be !love u always

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:43 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Thursday, October 14, 2004

hehe...EXAms are over*bye bye*...haha actually on tues we already started to slack ...talked to bins,jas and val before the last day of exams and we were lamenting how bored we were at home ...gosh an idle mind is the devils workshop...betta start entertaining myself with things to do for the holis ...for some unusual and mysterious reasons i wanna have track ...long run also nvm ...ok i know why now .ive been putting on weight during the exam period like 3 kg ..chewing on rubber textured gummy bears and junk food whilst studying (my teeth must be v.strong now)=)

yeah watched wimbeldon with claud ,jas and wan zhen...seriously i wanted to watch white chicks claud wanted vanity fair but then jas is frm badminton so we decided to go with her.haha yes jas was breathing so hard during the show ,we had to comfort her that it was only a show ...well we all know what jas is well known for we stared at her during the *ahem*scenes ,her reaction was really furnie ..ooh the popcorn was nice the sweet one but for some reason(mabey salt was cheeper that day)the salty one almost dehydrated us ...so salty!!!!guess what we actually managed to rush frm ps to cathy in 18 mins!!!we tot that there wld be a show at 7 at ps end up that winbledon was at 9.20...at 7.15 we found out that cathy was screening the show at 7.30 so we rushed there all sweaty and smellyin the mood for wimbledon.for the first time in 3 years i met aneurine,xingyi and we saw clifford (somebodys bf)there

have gort meetings the next few days...and losa camp during the holis...and christmas is comming *ole ole ole ole*the best time of the year

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
9:00 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, October 02, 2004

had exco study grp ...quite fun ...did geog...only too bad mel was nort there(our recorder)claud drove us nuts as usual ,it has become a norm . went to plmc ..was horrendous, milfred and gang went all out to sabo me if i had known i wld hav sat with regina .nic and genevive . but overall the worship was quite good..... and no uncomfortable feeling as all who were arnd me were girls (aka all girls sch syndrom)hehe.i hope to bring laopo daren to church,such nice gals shld be in heaven with god .i tell u keez i finished everything ecpt for chi some topics on sci and add maths ...and there are so many things i want to do after the exams harx jas promised to teach me to play the guitar(just me and her ...haha anybody jealous?)...rach and i are secretly planning something will tell u all what it is after the event.wha so excited !!!!=)ok back to my studies will blog longer after the exams=)

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
9:33 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, October 01, 2004

this is the time of the year where im sure anybody "sane" would like to start a bonfire to burn our books or have a "flush ur books down the toilet bowl " campaign.=) to think ill be harbouring or entertain such thoughts ...sad case =)

pia like crazy ...yeah i finish my geog and maths revision already .supposed to go get my pointe shoe todae with the rest, but then i hav to stay devoted to my books*sobs* yeah nvm my turn will come...a time when they can get jealous of me while they sit for their "o"s haha...ok tution teacher here already...

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
3:32 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*