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Saturday, July 22, 2006

heyys lols havent used this site in a long while ...whoooo heyys and whoa my hit counter registers a reading of 10 000 pluss hits ! but nah i dun come here anymore relink me at

http://hotnsoursoup.blogs.friendster.com/the_lord_is_my_shepard_im/

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10:52 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

whoa larz jerms and val saw some "hot " guys at tennis todae haha im just citing somebodies words (just in case she doesnt want her identity known) without me (im sick) .but im missing tennis ,have not played it for urmszzzzz more than 10 days i think ? i like valls display pic ,thai children are cute .

talking abt children ,in japan ,the children faces are so round ,their cheeks are so pronounced and so rosy ...they hav beautiful children there ...when i touched down in singapore there was this wailing singaporean child probably 4 yrs old,soooo spoilt ,not cute at all ,and she was still sucking a passifire .her behaviour was a real turnoff hmmmm it leads me to realise how imprtant good parenting is .

since i cldnt go for tennis,i went to sch to return my blazer saw vivian and shirley on the way ,as for the jrs they were back at sch to try on blazers .talked to peixuan and yeah i saw siangying =)))) DB's good girl .whoa 3 years ago nobody wanted to be disclipline head even i didnt want to be the DB head ,but lalalala im so glad to be in db ,i love it and now many jrs do want to be in db lols what a change .aiyah DB is the best larz haha,its just how u maximise it (tts just my opinion =)))))))

met up wiff rach and we went to sajc tgh ,we talked to quite alort of ppl along the corridor =)))) they are really nice ,sajc girls are quite chio lehs ,veri sweet too .called a friend frm my previous church ,he helped us on the way .thanx if u are reading this =))

talking abt jc ill always rem the day me vall mich huiping went to acjc open house was super fun ,i was imitating the ppl ,it hardly tt im so urmz HIGH ..visiting thediff booths to ask for sweets ,haiyo !oh and mich saved me tt veri day talking abt mich ...MICHELLE ar hurry up go find ur phone

nikita !!!mings misses u ...do come this sat .

haiyo so many of my srs are asking me to gatecrash their schs .althou we sorta agreed tt we wld gate crash each others sch ,but then ar im preety scared well get caught,hmmm ill go tread water first .renjies the ogl of his grp,tsk haha and he was asking me to go gatecrash the orientation ...aiyoh for those who know me ,i dont even jaywalk in my sch uni, lols causing much distress to my peers haha ,but its fun to see ppl squirm =))) this is so weird can u imagine head of disclipline caught gatecrashing another sch???? lols its a detriment.

me and wormy are in the saME og LEHS.... AThENS(Epsilion) i kinda like it. ive made up my mind ...in srjc im definetly going to wack balls (tennis) and i wanna finally make time to play with better players on mon with the 2 rjc tennisplayers the cedar girl and the pri sch pro tennis players mabey next mon ,Rj was like "try to survive first three mths""ppl in sr are preety dead "
lols actuallly im looking forward to sch ,im gonna enjoy myself ,even thou i do wanna go to sajc ,im not going to think so much abt tt .wells its not a bad thing actually ,there are more chances of being a somebody in a nobodies sch rightts . think bout it we had so many opportunities to shine in PLMGSS if we had been in rgs or some sch i think we wld not hav been given so many opportunities

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:45 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, December 26, 2005

ahhhhhhhhhhhh i felt like i totally wasted my time ,i appealed to sajc but i cldnt go for their audition because i was being airflown to japan .WASTED !!!

ok lets skip all the dadedala stuff of what i did over the past 7 days in japan ,i learnt quite alort of interesting stuff

the top ten list
1.u can survive the cold not wearing anything even if u are surrounded by snow ,ITS THE WIND that makes u feel cold

2.talking abt being in the buff ,u HAVE to be totally naked when vistiting a hotspring
hmmm haha i didnt go ,but i went to take a peep lols .theres this place where the ladies can look down at the mens hotspring area but if the ladies can look down then its vice versa tsKKK

3.ramen is great ! the soup is delicious .everything is expensive !if u want great sashimi ,head for the supermarket =))and atthe food courts ppl hav to buy a ticket for their food !whoa so advanced

4.in tokyo ,u hav to queue up for everything ,toilets ,food fod,and morefood,the trains ,cablecars
its really bad like we had to queue 40 plus minutes for the ramen ,30 mins plus for cablecars,3o mins plus for the toilet !!!!(its good if u hav a strong bladder) .however it seems to be in their culture to queue up for everything ,in s'pore ppl wld grumble,make noises to show their distaste for queuing ,send someone to go to the front and check out how long the q is ,in japan ,ive never seen anyjapaneese women or men doing tt !amazing tts how much patience they have

5. i recieved so many diff coloured carnations on the 23rd of december =))) the women recieve flowers in hokaido on the emperors b'dae

6.fruits are probably a delicacy in japan ,a melon cost 150 sing dollars 10 000 plus yen ,its the strawberry ,persimon and apple season now ,u pay 15 dollars for 8 strawberries??? but i heard tt its v.sweet with no tinge of sourness

7.we tried the king crab and kobe beef in hokaido ! its really good the ppl eat the kingcrab legs as sashimi ,but i like it cooked ,when eated raw it taste like jelly with a bit of saltiness,when cooked it taste so sweet and the meat so tender .kobe beef melts in ur mouth its fats runs evenly throughout the meat ,kobe cows drink beer and get massaged everynight BUt its fate is sealed on our dinner plates =))

8. it can be really cold in hokaido but the japanese women wear miniskirts in winter greatts ,and they wear higfh-heeled boots while walking on slippery ice and snow,in all they are very expenienced high heel walkers

9.it gets dark v.early ,like by 4 it looks like 9 in s'pore

10.jap women and men look v.good !!! haha oh u know the girls wear makeup at a v.young age ,the childeren there dye their hair babies included if the hav hair

11.jap rice is expensive ,restraunts welcome s'porens cause they eat lesser rice than ppl frm china ,and jap rice is 3 times more starchier than our common thailland thai hom mali rice

12.jap medicine is preety strong ,was sick on the last two days ,they have sprays for sorethroats=) i didnt know they existed,and they hav mouthwash in the form of tablets

meet alort of ppl on the tour ,only 3 were arnd my age ,all boys ah wei ,ah de ,shawn
i seem to hav some telephaty with some ppl ,everywhere we go well always spot the grey family(they wear grey,black,white all the time) and their rooms are always beside ours ,even when it comes to meals we are always side by side

its amusing haha everytime i opean the room door to enter my parents room ah wei does likewise and it is purely coincidental

i hav to say sean is a really nice guy ,now a second yr lawyer ,his bro passed away ,tts probably why he cares abt the ppl arnd him ,seriously the way he treats his mom is like as if his wife or even better.all the best man ,haha hes so hardworking he reads transcript everywhere he goes(not like i know what transcript is)super smart was frm acsi then hwachong,super glad he didnt snubb me for being in sRJC

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
3:05 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, December 19, 2005

YEAHNESS!!
the tongers are finally going on a well deserved trip to drain off all the bad jucies in the brain accumulated over the past years !!!the planes taking off at a very appropriate time 00:00 !exactly midnight . the view of the nightskye frm the top must be splendid ! i miss the times our ears block together as the airplane took off,a great time for the excus to buy truckloads of chewing gums !munch MUNch chew chomp chap

i bet its freezing there ,great time for brother tong to freeze up to be used as ice cubes (if u know my bro,u understand y) .

sam shared with us abt her trip to korea ,nobody speaks eng !duck quacking to moomoo cow .bring a cal! sam says ! haiz i just numbers are a form of universal language much as i dun want to praise maths ,i guess this trip is planned my god to make me more appreciative of maths =))) iLL try

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
4:06 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, December 18, 2005

hmmmm i seriously think jc life is complicated ,tan chun shared with me shuyans life in jc,and how tan chun herself got bullied by a senior , some sajc girl mocked at me even b4 im in the sch! =((((( haiz seriously if im gonna meet terrible and unfriendly ppl in sajc which may be too much for me to handle !pls may my appeal fail .thanx god =)))) ill rather be in srjc where most of the pl girls go ,theres more support there ,i think for my combi half the class wld be frm 4b1 !!!!=))))))smiles .haiz tanchun thanx for sharing ur jc1 to be life in vjc to me,and im glad uve got sheryl there ,i just realise that im not alone =))) heyys well be meeting up for tip rightsss ! exco rwaks .

PL is indeed a very sheltered place to be in ,in fact its an understatement .

i shld listen to gods voice more ,god do u want me to go poly????or jc ???
i seriously dont want an insecure life ,appeal ,then worry abt os result then worry if u need to appeal again !!!! i want to listen to ur voice ,not mine

okies on the lighter side ,went christmas shopping with gen todae ,too bad nic cldnt tag along ,tt gal cldnt lift her sleepy head ,before tt we gatecrashed sherylyns cell=))) got to know sarah genieve and sherylyn wells cell is always good ,so is church ,its like a really potent drug ,ull get high on it ,dont u hav tt feelin too???ohhs aniwae mao and gen and i dined at the hk cafe after u had tution haha its really good ,i was talkin abt the ambience ,OK the fried dumplings is good too ! go try it

thanksgiving :thank god i get to experience first 3 mths jc ,thankgod for chunny,nic,gen,mich,jiawen,huizhen,jerms,val,cheryl,yunqian,jacko,yinglei=))) the ppl whom i can laugh and cry tgh with,just wanna tell u all how special u are =)) ,they are the GREATEST treasure other than my own family ,thank god for great cousins and relatives and garndparents frm my mothers side ,thank god for plmc,thank god for cell thanks for good grades ,thanks for always being there for all of us !!!this list is non-exhausive ....dadaddadaddalalallalal u get the idea THANK you =))))))))

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
3:22 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Friday, December 16, 2005

lalalalalalal i wonder if anybody wld place srjc as their first choice ,cause i got it and its my 4th choice hmmm i dun really know why im happie ,mabey its because so many ppl frm pl got into srjc too ,can u imagine when we start sch ,everybody wld look so familiar ...the thought makes me smile =))) and feel satisfied .

went to submit my appeal to sajc todae for dance ,there were many ppl there like every5 mins abt 4-5 ppl wld be appealing ,the form was v.confusing ,but the vice principal was v.patient and guided us step by step .guess what ! while i was appealing ,rachel aunt was beside me appealing for rachel !lols whoa what coincedence i hope we both get in tgh ,mel and chunni in vjc ,me and rach in sajc or srjc ,the rest not sure ,but wells we are paired ,at least the first day of sch wont be weird .

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
2:10 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

gort this frm cheryl=) oh and the pic on her msn i tot the small boy was related to her but NO she didnt even know where she got it frm,hmmm cheryl likes small boys ,but i think they like her too

one step back.
Message:
1.Color of most clothes you own?- no particular colour
.2.Number of pillows you sleep with?- one, this is weird qn ,how many heads can i have?
3.What place are you in right now?- com rm
4.What were you doing 12AM last night?- zzZZZ
5.How old will u b in 10 years?- twenty-six.
6.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?- hmmm ill just like to be happie ,i cant envision my future YET
7.Do u hav braces?- nope ,but i think asian girls look great in braces
8. R you paranoid?- like things in the dark?
9.Describe your wallet?- it has nice embellishments but inside is preety empty
10. your alarm clock?- winnie the pooh =))
11.Your hair- black
12.Tooth brush?- the bristles are hard ,i guess caus its one dollar
13.What color r your eyes?- black ,im nort mixed
14.First enemy?- enemy? lols.hmmm the doc who spanked my butt when i was born??? i dont know too long to remember
15.First play/musical/performance?- nursery.
16.Last movie seen in cinema?- harry potter. haha!
18.Last crush?- for me to know for u to hmmm think
19.Last shoes worn?- sandals ,they are the best=))
20.Last ice cream eaten?- rasberry ripple
21.Last thing written by hand?- numbers
22.Last time you want to die?- i dun want to die yet
23. When was the last time went out @ night?-- yest with jerms at kovan =)
24. What were u doing last night?- tution
25. Why do you like yourself?- because i'm unique ((:
26. What r your plans for tomorrow?- dance dance dance go to sajc wif sammi ?
27.When was the last time you got angry?- with the mosquito invasion?
28. What was the last song you heard?- salvation is here
29. When was the last time you entered a club?- changi beach club? before prelims
30. what is it about the opposite $ex(physically)?- hair & smile (:
31. what are three things that you cannot live without?- oxygen, food, water
32.current music that's playing?- the rumbling of the fan
33.can you list three things that you are taking up- tennis TENNIS tennis
34. What do u want 2 do now?- my stomachs rumbling
35. what's the colour of ur room?- whitish yellow
36. what's the first thing you ate this morning?- me tai mak hiam chor bang duo yi dian
37.what shampoo do you use?- st ives
38. how many people do you have on frenster?- i dun know
39. what's that one song you never get over?- hmmmm ...im clueless
40.fave day of the week? why?- anyday without doing too much ,maths
41. did you do anything stupid in the past 24- hmmm babytaklk wif my 4 yr old cousin?haiya!
42. did anything useful in the past hour?- drink water to stay alive
43.what's your MSN/Yahoo! id right now?- as a child ur libarycard takes u to far and exotic places but when u are all grown a credit card does that
44. if you could change your name,what would itb?- hmmm i like mingxiu ,i hardly even use my baptised name
45. play any musical instruments?- recorder?
46.favorite letter/s of the alphabet?- A for a1s in the os haha
47.are you absolutely obvious to your crush?- hmmm depends ,but i think im more mature now , crushes cause u to lose any intelligence that u have ,ill rather study hard

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:34 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Monday, December 12, 2005

heys i havent talked to my wife in ages like for over hmmm 10 days !!! shes holding an accounting job now .haiz i miss her and mich for tution .haha mich quit her job lols when she told me abt it i cldnt stop laughing ,cause when she first got the job she sounded so excited ,haiz mich ur tone was really weird larz

tried my first racquet on the court todae ,its all red !!!!all because of the red marker markings on the ball.but its ok i guess ,i shined it the moment i stepped foot into my home ,the tennis grip cldnt be saved thou, its white ,now,turned red .lols me and jerms were the only humans on the court todae ,hmmm nort tt there were anything else ,i hope!! lalalalalalala good thing we bought a racquet with an oversized head ,no need to run so much just STRETCH ,hmmm jerms racquet is a whooping 350 grams ,her arms totally ached while walking to carrefour ,we had ice blended dou nai ,its great and refreashing ,at mr bean ,try it =))))no regreats

going wif jerms to change her racquet todae .queensway shopping centre is a bad bad place to go ,something happens when ever we go there ,on seperate occasions my fathers car got scratched ,i think his heart ached ,he kept touching the scratched part .next somebody stole my mums ez card ,had to purchase a new one yest .coach john is selling jerm a 2nd hand head intelligent series racquet for only 90 dallars !the retail price is like near 500??? what a steal !!! great price

hmmmm i really wanna excel in my studies be in dance and tennis at hopefully sajc ,hmmm a jack of all trades and a master of none ???? haiz ok dun think so much ,white hair wld sprout for now study hard ,study hard,studyhard,study hard,study hard ,so i wont die for tonights tution with wormy=)) for now try to think studying is fun

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:33 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, December 10, 2005

nic mao is representing our sch in the rjc debate competition !!!all the best girl.waiting for good news frm u=))) PL has many intelletual ppl esp in the sec3 batch 05.just look at cheryl ,the o6 exco ,adeline,sinae ,cihui and many others whoa i better catch up ,polish my language and increase,expand my vocabulary and add breath to my essays .i cldnt dicipher rach hmars extract essay ,looked like greek philosophy to me .to sum it all up im SCREWED .

strangely ,of late,ive been really concerned abt my studies .went for mavis c maths tution earlier this afternoon ,and the teacher was moving like a bullet train ,take for example surds and logaritms ,in sec sch we take abt a mth to finish it ,however by the 2nd lesson she has covered jc inequalities ,surds and log shes going on to partial fractions on tues .im bewildered ! does she hav to go that fast, is jc ciriculum tt heavy ?its only DECEMBER !christmas !CHRISTMAS u noe .

haiz i need god in my life ,do i just run to him for help and turn away frm him when things are running smoothly in my life ?i need him everyday, once i turn, ill probably lose my way in dismay ,i need to take time to pray even while i hit the hay ,on the cross my saviour lay ,i come empty handed with nothing to pay ,i hope to repay with offerings frm my soul .

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
4:56 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

man do i love tennis ,haha its so fun =))) i really wanna be in tennis in jc man our coach says by march we can make it to the sch team 12 more lessons to go and we can belong to a club where u can play with better players .haiz but if i appeal to sajc ive got to be in dance ,tts nice too =) but for now tennis is the thing tt gets me active and excited .

was walking arnd heartland with mommy and bingo the tennis racquets were on sale ,hey jerms !!!sale .haiz but then i wonder how often ill play tennis if im in dance .so for now im nort going to get a racquet i guess.

lalalalalalalalalalalallalalala tennis tml .and vals dad is picking us up .thanx=) ill wake up as early as i possibly can=)))))

yeah prefects gathering tml!!!!! looking forward to it hurrs tan tan chunni tan tan wants to play block catching haha tt girl i tot it was weird !!!!yeah now its playground catching no need to run so much yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahh to those who hate to run 12 storeys u may LIKE to thank me anytime

yest had tennis then jerms and val stayed back at my house to rest ,was supposed to go jogging with them todae ,tml tennis ,haiz sorry man i cldnt wake up todae ,jerms called todae haha i was like "yar im awake BUT can i slp again ? can i not go?" haiz i noe im sleeping like a pig larz on tues i woke up at 10.45 and tennis was at 11 .haiz i wonder how i slp tt long

great we are exercising !!!!! haha i dont need to go back for track training to stay fit thou i wanna see felpoks ,priss , caryn plus nikita.shld arrange an outing sometime .talking abt track ppl .
REN JIE is a freak larz ,he asked me to play some game ,the instructions were to on the loudspeakers as loud as possible ,u control ur hand with the mouse and try not to touch the boundary at level 3 while u are concentrating on the game a marsh rotting monster occupy the whole screen and SCREAMS at u ,i frooze for a moment jumped off the seat and ran out of the room .my brothers crazy larz he tried tt game many times with his face at diff dist frm the comm .the one tt was funny was the one when he placed his face close to the com ,i tot he was immune to the screams but obviously not ,he jumped and screamed when it appeared .haiz ive got a weird brother .

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:53 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Saturday, December 03, 2005

behind all the smiles or straight face im shakkin like a whobbly jelly inside of me ..the world needs world peace, i need inner peace .ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ppl i need to rant here im so freaked out right now ! i seriously need the 12 pts to get somewhere

i made so many mistakes but i know my god will help me

lets run through some mistakes for os
SCIENCE-phy pract i got 5.66 while the rest got 10 or 15 ???so weird only a few ppl gort bellow 8 for the gravity thing down the slope(pract is 15 marks )
SCIENCE-chem paper ahhhhhhhhhhh 6 marks down the drain for the QA qn !which leaves me with 59/65 to minus of other mistakes
SCIENCE- appapently so many ppl thought it was super ez im afraid they might moderate it to 85 marks for an A1

ENGLISH-talked outta point for conversation the qn was hav u ever won a competition ,i heard it as compatetive competition(conversation holds 16 marks) tt was a bleak day for me man
ENGLISH-i used correction fluid!!!!!! i forgot tt u cannot use it

GEOG- wasnt in top form i missed out certain parts and had no time to get back to it BLEAHS hopefully i can retain tt A1 i usually get ,its one sub other than sci i depend on

haiz i didnt know that highlighters wernt allowed either !!!!!!!!! i used correction fluid all the way to eng paper means i used it for ss,eng,maths ,chem,ahhhhhhhhhhhhh but im glad i stopped using it after the eng paper when i had time to read the instructions in front NO CORRECTION FLUID dang!!!!!

i need gods peace ,i dont want to live to worry in december ,jan,feb and march ttttttttts really nerve wrecking ahmen .god i lift them to u and i dont want to lift up this burden ever again ahmen again

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
9:44 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

tennis is super fun larz =) went for our frst tennis lesson yest at burgley tennis center ,of course it wldnt be as fun without valentia,sammi and jerms .we just learned one stroke, the forehand ,to me tennis is quite technical. but still it was exhilarating aiming and wacking the ball ,and it was more exciting for both me and sammie cause we kept wacking the balls up the fence and out of the court,and we had to keep saying sorry to the man who picked up the balls for us,man hes really patient=) nv knew we were so strong ,wells but now we do . the coach reminds me of mr lim ,his physic and everything tt signature white cap the belt ,all decked in white and his leg muscles !whoo striking resemblence .haiz sammis not comming next week SAMMI !!! ,cant wait till we can finally play tgh and hav a doubles meanwhile!!! go jerms go !!! go train up more muscles =)))eat more FISh .

after tt we went to hav some food at chomp chomp ,bought 2 huge cups of suger cane juice !it was thirst quenching .vall and sammi had 2 plates of stingray ! i like the smell of the chinchalok that went with it =)) jerms and i looked on as they ate ,even now as im typing this out i kinda want to eat fried fish with chinchalok !hmmm val are u losing weight ?hope that we can finally hav a proper meal tgh on tues after tennis =))) wanna go town after tennis ?go eat sushi again tgh with sammi and jerms ,can go and waste time away

lina and i were supposedto go watch chick little tgh ,but now its bigger tanchun and i tgh with lina and esther wld be having a day out tgh!!!cant wait buddy outing the last time i had buddy outing was baking a cookie card for vanessa heee ,it was v.funny cause we had loads of weird ideas ELIZABETH THIA are u reading this ???? rem the heart shaped cookie the gingerbread girl and boy???i had loads of fun with u =) im so glad u were my buddy and not anyone else jeanne and jill if u r reading this thanx for organising it =)

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
1:47 AM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

Sunday, November 27, 2005

imagine one day as u climb outta bed u realise ur family members gone forever,u are left alone to fend for urself.gosh scary aint it .

>> >>>The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her 5 year >>old >> >>>daughter for wasting a roll >>of expensive gold wrapping paper. >> >>>Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child >>used >> >>>the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas >>tree. >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her >>mother >> >>>the next morning and said, "This is for you, Momma." >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but >>her >> >>>anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was >>empty. >> >>>She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, >> >>>young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to >>be >> >>>something inside the package?" >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>She >>had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I >> >>>blew kisses into it until it was full." >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms >> >>>around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her >> >>>thoughtless anger. >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>An accident took the life of the child only a short time later, >> >>>and It is told that the mother kept that gold box by her bed >>for >> >>>all the years of her life. Whenever she was discouraged or >>faced >> >>>difficult problems, she would open the box and take out an >> >>>imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put >>it >> >> >>>there. >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>In a very real sense, each of us, as human beings, have been >>given >> >>>a Golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our >> >>>children, family, >> >>>friends and GOD. There is no more precious possession anyone >>could >> >>>hold.

lalalalalalalaal aaa end of story

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7:20 PM

alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*

been going out alort ,for all the sec4s reading this i bet U too haha.man i can read ur mind*grinzzZZ

so far the best thing i enjoyed this whole week after the O s was lunch and the walk to and fro frm barty boos hus wif sam,jo,yo,let,jia ling and hmmm did i leave anybody out? as usual sam and jo were amusing ,i like listening to them =)))

i still rem this they said during the os waiting for lit paper

sam:is my hair as short as mingxius
jo:longer
sam:why did u cut ur hair
me:easier to manage ,wont fly here fly there when u study
sam :like a weight off ur head
jo:aaaaA yar hor
jo:aiyoh ,but cannot cut botak
jo:nothing on ur head

we had macdonals home delivery after recording at my hous ,we bought loads of shaker fries ,combined them to gether and whala the biggest bag of fries ive ever seen .it was delicious we were all licking our thumbs .there were some seasoning left and sammie was savouring them till the last bit

ahhhhhhh i really dont wanna leave pl and esp 4B1 .once we leave there will be more sch work and boys ,and if i cld choose i wld rather be in an all-girls sch again.imagine the things that we wld miss,like for example ,changing in class,going shopping,or hugging each other=))) but it wld be amusingto hav guys arnd esp if im in the same sch as yinglei and jacko esp ying ,i think its the all girl sch syndrome ,if u ask her to look at a guy in the eye she'll rather act dao or hug the nearest pillar ..anywae i love them to bits everytime i see them ill ka jiao them

lets do some shoutouts

yinglei and jacko -hey do u both wanna watch memoirs of a geisha ?but ying lei can we pls not go so far like woodlands ?if anybody we know cross our path me and jacko will cover ur eyes ok???=))))sae yes !!!

sean and tiff-heys ,thanx for wanting to tagg ,oh and thanx for waiting tiff,u waited in vain for the page to load when a tag board does not exist im terribly sorry.thanx sean for ur encouraging msgs during my os , btw my friend friend frm ib too will pass $9 to you for the shirt ,do msg me when u get the cash.

thto my dearest track jrs -priss,fel,cryan and e girl who ask me to go back for training (im so sry i cant match ur name to ur face ill promise to get it right the next time i see ukeez,but thanx for remembering me ) thanx for inviting me back for training ,i read cryans testimonials ,nee ann poly training huh???lols means weights and gym with staircase cum skipping circuit trainig and 2 sets of 3.2 km run up the slopes rites whoooo! im preety rusty now do i look like i wanna kill myself haha hmmmm let me think hard abt it keez ,if i go ill prolly go with niki and renjie ,if i go ill tagg on fels blog =))))))) but i sure miss u all

anybody from 4B1-thanx for all the great times we had as a class,we'll gatecrash each other schs ritess???its a deal

jerms,sammie,mich,huizhen (if u are reading this )-details :tennis lessons :50 dollarsto be shared among 4 ppl ,:running shoes are acceptable ,tennis racquet and balls provided: we will purchase one together someday keez after we find out our swing :the prices are per hour: one person abt 12.50: so start on fri?:me and jerms are away frm 15 to 26:anybody else has holiday plans???

yolanda:does ur friend agree???

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5:00 AM

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Friday, November 18, 2005

im BACK im baCK !!!YEAH AND AM V.HAPPIE just one more paper to go on tues ...hurrs im slacking at home now ,its weird ,im supposed to be happie but im terribly bored ! !!! someone ENTERTAIN me ,make me laugh or cry or something ,cause i feel void of any kind of emotions .

im so glad jiawen came over just nowif nort ill like just sleep and sleep and hibernate ,we watched harry potter 1 ...like tiaoz ! yes harry potter 1,the tune is stuck in my head now .and i wanna watch the globet of fire ,with cho in in !=))))it would be so refreashing with an asian in it *grinz

platform 9 and 3/4,i wonder if any kid has crashed into the walls of the london train station.

the past few weeks have been quite fun actually ,esp yest ,joanna and i went bananas we were like screaming .the A maths paper 2 was super ez .for constant f9-fers like us it was exhilarating hmmm we tot we were dead after paper 1 but we KILLED the paper !yeah !ive killed it and i dont intend to take maths anymore +)))))))))ive found someone with the same sentiments as me !!!dazzlin=)

the geog paper was weird ... u noe the picture of the coniferous trees looked more like a bush to me,sodoes tt pic depict a coniferous forest??? ,the people who diid tt qn were equally confused and puzzled .just wanna thanx all those who supported me through my geog paper =) it was really tough but u all gave me the confidence to face the paper .

i think i wanna go to poly now whatever it is ,god will show us the way

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1:05 AM

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Sunday, November 06, 2005

lets see ,hmm stdied all ecp 4 chapts of ss...is tt gd or bad? i didnt study venice ahhhhh!
its tmlTML .TML is a new begining ...to mugg harder ...sighs =))) after tt i shall play like theres no tml!!!yeah tennis with germy wormy jerms ,mich and barty!!!!haha HAHA!

3 weeks !!!i can SURVIVE because im MINGXIU!!!!+)

check list : pencil ,pen ...etc,id,entry proof

most imptly :WAKE UP

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Monday, October 31, 2005

this is bad ,i was looking through my past entries ,and i found it BIMBOTIC .hmm blabberings about everyday stuff its mundane !

i shall change my style of writting =)

i recieved a forwarded msg from mildred about the excecution of a missionary in east timor ,althou i doubted the credibility of the msg and wanted to delete the sms .however,i wondered... if such a person should exist ,would i be robbing the poor guy of a prayer?its not a new thing for chain letters to circulate and flood email inboxes .could this be the new form of chain letters?playing on the superstitions,beliefs ,feelings of others ,this time testing their faith sending others to a frenzy to forward such messages .and whats the aim of creating such letters ? to see how fast information gets passed around?hmm but anywae ive learnt a lesson ,CREDIBILITY .if such msg should be passed around ,it should be from the pastor to the members of the church so yes dicern .

however persecution remains very real , the msg is not all bad .it reminds me to pray for those in the mission field,the people who i often miss out in my prayers. i thank god that there is tolerance btw the religious grps in singapore anfd that we are not persecuted because of our faith .

hmm my jrs are smart ,fel got into A2 =)i hope that next year wld be a great year for you.btw cld u help me ask niki to call me after my os ?thanx in advance =)

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

arrrr wells like u probably guessed,im not going to blog animore until after os ,haha yeah ur rightts im a GOuD girl .

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7:30 PM

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

*yawns so early in the morns ,but HEYS no school!=))) YEAHness

hurrs my phone when to hiding again ,so sorry if ive not replied anybody ,tts if u did msg me .ill try to find it later .=))hopefully ill find it

hmm yeah my cell grp's comming to my house this fri ,making 5 stones ,gosh i better study hard todae to make up for all the friday bz ness,ashley is by far the most violent butt slapper ,it hurt a million times harder than when fel does it to me .ouch again,beware shes v.violent.

i seem to complain alort recently,like procrastinating abt going to sch ,having too much to do ,the hall too cold ...and blahs u really dont want to hear.god help me churn all these into joy =)))

oooh but theres something to rejoyce ,i was so happie ,beiyi and i gave each other a hug when we completed our e maths paper in an hr for a 2 hrs paper.whoa tt was so much of a moral booster .WE ARE GOIING TO GET A B OR A FOR MATHS ......WATCH OUT hahahahahahahah ok im so delighted,i cld FLY to the ends of the earth,intospace and nv come back WHOO =))))i love beiyi(does an imaginary tango with her )

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

hmm my buddy suprised my with a letter early in the morn before i went to sch on wed ,thanx buddy ,ull always be my bestest best best buddy ever in my heart ,thanx for the letter i really needed it ,its so apt what u said and the events tt happened slowley upon rcving ur letter esp during chapel .i wanna thanx god for u birdie thia ,and ive been so blessed by my big buddy .thanx again.

im going insane over some stuff...hmmm hormonal imbalance???ill like to think its the hormones and not me ,did i tell u i actually dreamt that i had stomache ache in the middle of the night,or did i really experienced it???tts one insanity .i watched the 9 o clock show on chanel 8 ,and i dreamt i turned green ,tts not so bad .my house has many mirrors ,i actually gort a shocked looking into one . and my bro scared me with the phone ,saying tt it was calling out to some phone on its own ,guess wad we were actually praying over the phone,looking back it kinda bonded me and my bro tgh,seriously until now i wonder what he said was true but it was really freeky .we were shouting "IN THE NAME OF JESUS GO AWAY" to the phone ,tt was hmm quite cool .at least i cld sleep after tt.god gives me a calm mind.

went to cjc with mich,joanna,rebecks,val,amanda,abby but was with mich most of the time .hmmm the dance there is really impressive hmmm one paper done 11 more to go haiz but studying with mich and shiyun at toapayoh was really good at least i finished maths

i need to forget something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!god ,yes ,u will be with me

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Friday, October 07, 2005

hmm was iriitated yest ,during phy,jiawen and the ppl on the left were squabling over some paper AHHHHH ,why cant they just get it frm mr low and stop fighting,i cant stand ppl fighting and their noise,its worst when u know they are not fighting over big stuff but a miserable piece of work!hurrs ,they were buzzing arnd my ear for abt 5 mins,i was so sick of any noise ,im so glad joanna and some others shouted at them to keep quiet, after tt when i talked ,it was weird i found it irritating too!+( anywae i managed to finish the really hard phy barker paper last year during tt period with all tt noise,i was so pissed with jiawen she cld read it frm my face.our sch gave us so many barker and orchid park paper im going bananas 12 sets of exam papers to do over todae !!!!im going insane,lets hope ill finish it fast todae

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Monday, October 03, 2005

hmmm i come up with diff places i wanna go everyday so much so ive confused myself too,hmm val and denise thinks so too haha hmm anywae yeah...ill try not to think of anymore .hmm reminds me of dearest trix ,there was this point in time she was asking me where she shld go,haha it was so cool ,she gave me the hornour of participating in her life journey ,aniwae shes in rjc now ,she seems really happie there ,tts good=)).hmm frm now on .....i shall not think abt where to go ,god help me choose,i trust u,no more worries,when the time comes it comes=))))

hmm mr gan is nort bad i say ,slow and steady wins the race =) i understand what hes saying ,tts good .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCAUSE im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

YEAH !im going for **** and **** open house(shall fill in the blanks when i think abt it) with (mich plus tanchun i think they are going to vjc too-gether,mich asked me to go shld i accompany them?..tt i think tml) and jia and hmm oops did i agree with too many ppl plus plus val and alissa hmm....another choice to make oh bother !

annywae for those having exams now and shldnt be reading this .tsk .haha ok no condamnation .ALL the BEST =))))esp to gen ,nicole,ashely,caryn,alvina,mingYU prissy fish , felicia ,and niki if any of u are reading this ,takkire =))god bless ur studies and bless u with the joy to study .cheerios

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